Im a happy ordinary girl .

2009-03-01T06:21:00.001-08:00

I am Happily Ever After .

surrounded by heat

2009-02-27T19:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night was an ailing night . It has been two days , my fever went up & down . Yesterday night , was unbearable one. I called Dad and he rush to Clementi from work , to bring me to see a doctor . He took me to a clinic at Bukit Gombak . The clinic closing time is at 11 p.m . And we reached at about 10:30 p.m . But the lady/nurse/whatever told us that there's too much patient , and they have to close earlier . They can't even take in one more pathetic patient . My dad was so frustrated . By then , My fever went down after a moment , and i told dad to bring me to doctor tomorrow morning then . Pathetic right ?

I did not sleep well yesterday night . Like i say , my body temperature were not constant . I woke up at 6 a.m . tossing here and there . Forced myself to sleep back . And woke up again at 7 a.m . Took my fever medicine and went back to sleep . Woke up again at 9a.m due to Dad's calls .
He brought me to one of the clinic at clementi . Its nearby my house . Thankfully .
Got one bottle of cough syrup , two different types of sore throat tablets . On Monday , i do not have to do Physical Education ! Yes ah Yes !
Enough about the sick thingy . I'm gonna recover soon , for sure .

Can't wait for Monday . Seri Andana is coming back to school ! Yaaaay ! Seri is back ! hahaha! I'm gonna hug you till your bones crack babe !I Miss you so much . Be Prepared for a lots of hugs on Monday , alot of your friends miss you so much :D
I think i miss Sakinah Khalid too :D Been a while we have not fcuk each other . Hahah ! Meet on Monday SOON . i want to fcuk you . i know you love it (:

I miss Andana . I miss Sakinah . I miss Andana . I miss Sakinah . I miss Andana . I miss Sakinah . I miss Andana . I miss Sakinah . I miss Andana . I miss Sakinah . I miss Andana . I miss Sakinah .

and one more person that i miss ALOT ,
Siti Sharifah Bte. Rahim . Do you ?

this stuffed nose is killing me .

2009-02-26T02:13:00.001-08:00

I'm having a painful , sensitive condition in my throat . It'll get exaggerated when i swallow my saliva . My nose is blocked by sinuses . I'm rather weak right now . I did not talk that much in class today . Rayyan thought I'm being emotional . I'm fine , you dumb ass . Hah .

I got my CA1 results for mathematics and social studies . Clap hand , i got 75.5 : A1 for my social studies . Slap me , i got 19 out of 50 for my mathematics . Its a something right . I bet Dad's gonna give me an earring for this . Almost the whole class failed maths badly . And only 9 out of 30 students who passed maths . Not bad . For Principles Of Account's test , i got full marks for the first one . (WINKWINK) The second test won't be that lucky . Hopefully , its that lucky . LOL. I'm still waiting for physics , biology , history and Malay results . Its a sure 101% fail . I'm prepared for the worst . I know I've not been studying . Instead , I've been slacking and fooling around . I didn't even turn up for my Malay CA1 paper . But i have a Medical Certificate for my absent . Thanks dad for transferring me 30 bucks to go doctor yesterday or I might get zero for my Malay paper . I was not sick , that sick( i mean) . And the doctor fee already costs me 28 bucks . Sucha waste of money . And now , I am really sick . Who's gonna pay for my doctor fee again .

Serve you right ,

Tomorrow will be Friday , Hooray (!) Weekends is coming . I'm gonna be busy with sleeping the whole hours . I have to get my brain to function back . Lets plan : jogging in the morning , revising in the afternoon , sleeping in the evening till sun rises . WOW . Or maybe , leave out the jogging & revising . It will be much more enjoyable to just sleep the whole two days (!!!!) And I am sure on Monday morning , my brain cells is gonna function :D

I want go watch my cina show ,
Bye .

I'm sorry about my harsh treatment yesterday.
But i rather off this way .

PHYSIC (?)BIOLOGY(?)HISTORY(?)

2009-02-23T07:39:00.000-08:00

I'mma that stupid duck .

Oh yes , I've just reached home a few minutes ago . The day's activities completely drained me of all strength. Part-time work with Nanaa Jaynes again .This time , it was at Bishan . YES, FAR . Sales was superb at the first one & the half hour . Its was rather not satisfying for the next following hours . We managed to sold eleven items . Another nine more items could get us forty-bucks each . (what the hell) It was already 10 plus then , we have to stop and get home as tomorrow is combined science&&humanities paper . I have to burn midnight oil tonight . I'm not sure Nanaa Jaynes can hold out , she looks real worn-out . We should not have work tonight . Money , Money , Money , Money (!!!!)

I'm gonna die for physics , biology and history tomorrow . I'm a dead duck (!) Can i take medical certificate ? No way , they gonna take the marks on my class tests and that's a more worse shit . I'm 101% sure i did badly for my English&mathematics paper . The maths question are so un-understandable , UNDERSTAND ? And my English , was so out-of-point . Whats this piece of shit (!?)

DIE NANA , DIE !

I'm so languid . Let me off . I better start my revision now . FCUK !

I need some luck

2009-02-22T06:20:00.000-08:00

(students go to school to get stupid)

It feels so wonderful to be able to touch the laptop again . Brother's girlfriend took the laptop away for the past two days . =,= I was rotting at home the whole Sunday . I've been going in and out to the corridor . I just can't find anything else to do other than studying . I did not went out yesterday plus today . I was sitting at home like a good girl , opening my mathematics and English book for revision . Tomorrow gonna be English & Mathematics paper 1 . I need some luck . I've not been paying attention during maths lesson . And now I'm having a hard time solving the equations "Mea Culpa"

I believe i can have that erratic behaviour now-a-days . Just ignore me. I'm getting more close to Rayyan . We'll talk on the phone . We crap , we laugh . He will get "jiwang" at times which I'll surely just ignore him and let him talk on his own . Hahah . And i love bugging him for my shirt (winks) , he will get irritated with that :DD
I'm so glad that he forgave me ; on my previous post . "SAYANG" kaw ! Hahahah ,

I have a friend who puts on false appearance . what a feign friend you are (: Go on , be the Famous Reporter ; spreading the stupid fake Rumours . All the best okay :D Ii believe what goes around , comes around . Watch out , dear :D Bestfriend , you know who I'm talking about (:

FCUK YOU !

Fake ! Hahahah , I can't wait to meet Rayyan tomorrow morning . I want rape you already for not getting my shirt ! . Hate you ah ! LOL .

I better be in bed soon , get fresh for tomorrow's paper :D Good Luck for others who have exams tomorrow . Tho its just common test , still have to be serious about it alright , ( yes , Aziana's talking)

Goodnight .

I miss that boy .

Oh Mine .

2009-02-19T01:10:00.000-08:00

I have made a big mistake today . I'm suppose to meet Rayyan at 7.05a.m at Bukit Panjang busstop . We were suppose to go school together . And this stupid idiotic bad Aziana woke up late at 9.07 a.m . And due to this mistake , I've cause Rayyan to be late for school as he waited for me , and I've missed my two period of POA (!!!) , two period of English , one period of physic , one period of biology , two period of maths and two period of social studies . How could i miss the important subject , Principles Of Account today (?!) I'm sure to miss alot , Oh mine . And , worst of all , i feel so bad towards Rayyan who actually waited for me even tho it was already late . I heard from one of my classmates that he have to serve detention . Oh My God Nana , Oh mine ! Oh mine !
Rayyan , I'm so peccant . I'm really damn fcuk sorry . Please please please , forgive me . I'm gonna attend school without fail every Monday to Friday . I will not play a fool in class no more . I'll give full attention in all subjects . I'll do anything to rectify my mistakes . Rayyan , if you reading this .
I'm seriously , sincerely very sorry of what happened .
I’m in a completely wretched mood.

I need my Tea Peng noooow !

Weary

2009-02-17T01:42:00.000-08:00

Good Evening , (?)

I just came back from Jurong with mum . I have to rush home at 2:30 pm , just to accompany mum to go somewhere . And , I missed my physic a.c.t . I did told the physic teacher that i really have to accompany mum , but still he look so disappointed . "I am not lying this time" :D whatever .

I had my first lesson on Principles Of Account today . Yesterday POA's a.c.t was only on a short introduction and it have already sent me fear in the subject . And today lesson was on a deep introduction of POA . I almost fall asleep during POA class , but i forced open my eye . I have to give my full attention in this subject , since i have missed out one month lesson . Oh yes , I'm gonna have a hard time in my POA . May god bless me .

Yesterday was a cheery&fatigued day . I did a part-time job with Nanaa Jaynes . My leg muscle is still aching . We went four blocks , every level , every door . We start work at arnd 7pm and end work at arnd 10pm . And we earned 20 bucks each . Worth ? Maybe . But , its way tiring . Tho is was only for 3 hours , but imagine , walking to every door . Oh , its a door-to-door sale . We managed to sold all the items . (there's only 10 items anyway) But , selling one item requires an arduous effort okay ! The feeling of able to sold at least one item is so unexplainable .In spite of the unfavorable condition ,It is still rejoicing to work with Nanaa Jaynes . Hahah , we're jovial salesperson . LOL . So enthu in selling our items .

Yesterday explains the reasons I'm so worn-out today . and I'm not in a vivacious mood today .
I'm gonna finish up my homework soon , and have a early sleep tonight .

Before i end this post , i would like to let my bestfriend , Siti Sharifah Bte. Rahim , to know this .
I'm sincerely sorry about what had happened . I am not there for you , and i can't be there . I blamed myself for actually not telling you earlier and for telling you . We were bestfriend , and yet , i kept that matter from you .I swear ,it hurts me so much to hear your cries on the phone that night . I am not a good friend of yours . I have no courage to message you , to call you and whats more to meet you now . I really want , and i really do want to be there at this moment . When i needed someone so badly , yes its always YOU the one who will be there . yet this time , i'm so further away from you when you need someone . I guess , you do not need this useless friend of you anymore .
Again , I am very sorry .

bye.

Cash

2009-02-15T02:50:00.001-08:00

Good Evening .

People ! I found $1000 cash at my doorstep this morning ! hahah , FAKE .

I woke up pretty late today . Its not random anyway . Mood down , been throwing temper to mum . And had a slight tiff with brother over small tiny minor matter . But we got over it after a few minutes. Hahah . Thought of meeting bestfriend today , but i was not allow to go out . Fcuk Mum & Brother . Actually , i did not ask for permission , but i'm 110% that mum will say "NO!" so save the trouble Nana .

I have checked the cost of hair treatment . Been to two places , both shared the same price which is 30 bucks . It was cheap but I only have 20 bucks in my wallet .I do not dare to ask from Dad for extra cash . He already warn me not to ask him for extra cash yesterday since he already transferred me 40 bucks to last for this whole week . 40 bucks for the whole week is a sure not enough . So , What The Hell Dad. Asking from mum is just like digging my own grave (exaggerating) The Shouting is unbearable . Haha. Let her automatically give me money .

Had a short chat with Hidayah .I swear I love her . Know why ? Because she's the only one who had the song " mad , Ne-yo" . Hahahahahaha ! So Lame . Oh yes , at last i have the song to my hand ! :DD

Tomorrow is a school day AGAIN . And i will have to get my butt of the bed early in the morning. Its a torture . Homework yet done . Doesn't bother me anyway . I'm sick of school . Oh No Nana . (wth) I'll change my mindset . School Rocks !!! (this is so lame)
Fcuk laaa !

I want go sleep ah ! Bye !

Sakinah Khalid says:
Everyday is interesting.
Tomorrow is coming!
Be curious of whats happening!

Early Bird

2009-02-13T19:50:00.000-08:00

Can i owe the City ? Its have been awhile since I've went town . I have no adequate time to do so , and school have been monotonous . And life have been just like that (?) I miss holidays , whereby , I and Bestfriend window-shopping in town , late-night on the phone with her . Hangin-out without worrying to wake up early the next morning . I miss miss miss miss those memorable moments . The movies i and dearest ex-boyfriend watched together with Andana & Adi .The places we went . The fun we had . Damn , I'm missing those . and , I'm still keeping the mementos you gave me . Am i being emotional here ? A GIANT NO ! :D

So what today is 14th February , its just a date in the month of February . Its just a date of our 2nd month separation . "better stop here"

I'm just being melodramatic , Hahah . Am i ?

Here's the actual post ,

Lets start off with , Good Morning early birds .

Mum woke me up real early, 10 am in the MORNING ! as Aunt is coming down to pick us up . I pretended that i can't wake up . Hahah , I've no intention of doing so . But i was really sleepy , come-on , i slept at 5a.m okay ! When i woke up at 11 , i thought of following since I've no plans today but but but but , she already went out . Toooooooo bad then . Hahah .

And now , I'm pondering what I'm gonna do today . Online to look for victims (hahah) , There's Faris Rashid ! Bestfriend ku ! hahah. Extremely glad that he , himself have no plans today and not dating his girlfriend out . So , Faris ; Saaaaaaaaaap ! Hahah ! talk-talk-talk , we plan to go for a study outing . Good idea huh . He have to finish up his D&T , and i must catch up with my studies . Common test is so nearing , I'm yet prepared for it . Destination is still undecided . He's gonna meet me up at Clementi , 2p.m . Then ? *BlurFace*

(Let's open up our dusty books , Faris !)

I'm saving up money ,I'm in a real need of them . I want go for hair treatment . (Rambot aku da macam bukan rambot) . I'm gonna keep long hair (: I want perm at the end of this year with bestfriend . She's already have long hair .so Wish me Luck :DD

Oh mine , a life of boredom now . Have to wait up Faris to end his tuition . What i'm suppose to do during this 2 hrs ? I'm not gonna blabber too much here . I want go read my bedtime story book ; dictionary, HAHA !

Meet you up soon , Muhammad Faris Bin Rashid !

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Boon Lay park .
(beautiful right ? Faris , i want go there again! Haha)

Faris Pokok ! (LOL)

Faris Rashid :D
( he thinks thats Rashid place , Haha . Joke ! )

Thats Faris's idiot face:D

(Candid , Faris nye keje ! )

(Thats my Bestfriend , Anak Rashid !)

Just came back . I had extremely fun today . 14th February 2009 , filled with laughter & smiles . All credits to Muhammad Faris Bin Rashid . Hahah , he's a happy-lame-hilarious chap . He's the best in making my day ! Thank you for all the bully's & vulgarities ! HAHAH .
We went Boon Lay , had our lunch at Jurong Point ; Long John Silver . He make me laugh my lungs out even when we were only searching for a place to eat . He's fool up with his words today . That funny chap !
He then bring me to a beautiful park . (full of banglas; NO offence) Its was a nice , windy environment . He did his D&T (did he?) , and i DID my English homework . Oh yes , there was a girl crying pitifully at the place we sat . My sympathy went to her . I did approach her but she ignore me . I guess she needs time alone .
This is bad actually : I and Faris keep making up stupid conclusion on what had happen to the girl . Read up Faris's one , " the girl was working actually then the boyfriend texted her to meet up . When they meet , the boyfriend asked for a break up" . LAME isn't it ? there's more stupid conclusion we made . Naughty huh . Hahaha !
There's still so much for me to elaborate .
I'll make it short , We then went to meet syiqin , aza and amin at bukit panjang . Syiqin had a new haircut , she looks cute (: Bought a stalk of rose for mum ,went home then .

Mum just came back , she loves the rose :D And , i told her this "since you won't be receiving it from dad , then i shall be the one giving it to you this time " Sucha good caring daughter am I . HAHAHA !

I think i have talk too much . Happy browsing the photos above .
Before i end this post , I would like to say this to Muhammad Faris Bin Rashid ," You've been a great friend" :D Thanks babe !

Goodnight .

I'm fulfilled with my life now ,
But maybe tonight might be the last night ,
I'm gonna sleep with tears .

2009-02-13T06:59:00.000-08:00

Saaaaaaaaap !
I'm at home now . (obviously) haha. Met Syiqin at Bukit Panjang for a short(real short) chat . Then went to meet up with Sakinah and Eefa at Chua Chu Kang . We had our dinner at Lot One again , Sakinah's invitation this time. Hahah , I ate Thai Style Fried Chicken Rice , not as yummy as Sambal Fish Rice man ! Hahaha . Just gave it a try (: Sakinah and myself had our YAMI YOGURT again . Hahah , but it doesn't taste that nice today . (?) e.t.c

Went Ang Mo Kio to take something at sister-in-law's house . She wasn't home and i miss her . Sobs . Only her kids are at home , which is my niece and nephew . (whatthehell nana) HAHA . Reached home at around 9plus . I was feeling a little unnerving when taking the lift alone and walking through the corridor , Mind You , Its Friday 13 th today! Fortunately , i did not meet up with any invisible friends :D

Its already 11 plus now , I'm yet sleepy . But i have to sleep early tonight . Might be following mum to Malaysia tomorrow for some occasion at aunt's house . Lame isn't it ?

Bye !

scare

2009-02-12T00:56:00.000-08:00

Just reached home . Yes , straight to laptop . Hahah . My brain is not functioning earlier on in school . Particularly is during physic lesson . I was trying so hard to get what the teacher is teaching , but nothing seems to get in . He seems to be talking in a foreign language , i don't even understand bits of it . Slacked today . Damn it .

I'm plain lazy to attend school tomorrow . Whats more , I'm afraid to . The way you stared is really unnerving . I don't want to say this but . You're behaving like a stalker. Err . Forget about it . Anyway ,I'm starting to bond with most of my classmates . I was touched when some of them messaged me , worrying about my absent yesterday . Oh mine , Hahahaha .

Fats Talk: (hahahahaha)
It's a real uphill struggle to lose weight, man ! I've not been eating a lot . I did went for jogging last Sunday morning. It does not show results , somehow . But my tummy is not bloated as before . Maybe its was due to my period . Luckily , it has slimmer down a little bit . Or , I'll stave myself . HAHAHA . I'm worrying about my fats at other parts ; actually its the arm fats . I do have arm fats . Gosh , This is embarassing . HAHAH ! I will work hard on it :DD

Its 5:30 , TV time .
Takecare :D

Nothing much

2009-02-11T05:23:00.000-08:00

Nur Hidayah's (gift from brother) . Can i Have it ? :DD

I've changed my blog skin . Have nothing better to do actually . Did not attend school as i was having high low medium fever (woke up late actually) . Naim and Kak dayah slept over yesterday . I watched Twilight(atlast) , movie online with Naim till 5a.m in the morning . Obviously , i wouldn't have the energy to go school . Pardon me this time .

Brother was already in school when i woke up . He bought us macdonald breakfast . (this time , thoughtful of him) hahah . I sent kak dayah home while Naim went to meet up his girlfriend . Once kak dayah is soundly safe home . I then proceed to Admiralty , to help mum look after my another brother's kids while she have to go polyclinic for a checkup . Nothing much then .

And now , I'm here blogging while chatting with Sakinah Khalid via msn .
Look at this :Sakinah , Suck it man ! Hahaha !!! :DD

I'm turning in soon ,
Goodnight .

Being alive is the bestest thing .Making mistakes is just part of life .
Doing all you can , giving all you could , love or being loved is called Happiness.
Having regrets in life , is then the worst thing ever .
Smile or cry , they have stories behind them .
Happy or Sad , you're still going through it anyway .

2009-02-10T02:27:00.000-08:00

At last , I'm able to touch the laptop . Its been two days , i have keep out from the lappy . I did not have adequate time to blog . I came home late yesterday. There was C.I.P program after school for my class . We went to Kallang Reservoir to pick up rubbish . Our job was actually to clear the coast as much as we could . It was fun somehow. But , can't stand the hotness under the sun . HAHA . I was grouped with Rayyan , Ruban and Jason . The three idiots (: Hahah ! ( Jason named Ruban , " 7eleven" due to his non-stop talking and fooling around . Hahahahahaha ! ) We took some pictures there . The atmosphere was nice , somehow . It ended at 6p.m , and we received a towel as a souvenir (at least a something) . Haha . Met Sakinah Khalid in school and we had our dinner together at Lot One . She had her sweet&sour fish rice and i had my sambal fish rice . Yummm ! We then ate something which said to help us in digestion , which is The YAMI YOGURT ! HAHAHAHA . Its Sakinah's saying ((:: Not going to elaborate more .

So come to today . I was late for school , goodness . I slept early yesterday , yet i woke up late this morning . And I'm down with detention after school . (fcuk it) The detention ends at around 5 . imagine , 3.30 to 5 , sit there doing nothing . But i did something , i was reading my dictionary for the first 30 mins . HAHAHA . The discipline master talked about my "black" hair , blablabla and he gonna check on me tomorrow morning . This is so stupid , agree ? (100%agree , GOOD)

I shall end here , Sakinah Khalid is bugging me to quick finish up my blogging . Anyway , SHE send me a song , "True Friend , Miley Cyrus" . Awwwww , sweet isn't she (BLUEK) Hahaha . Love Sakinah alot :DD

Amigos .

Prepaid ;(

2009-02-06T01:10:00.000-08:00

Heavy Rain ; Beautiful droplets of pure water .

I just came back from school . School was as usual ; study , study , study and study . Planned to get home straight after school ends . Plan change as Nanaa jaynes asked to accompany her home for awhile . It was suppose to be for awhile , but we were too enthusiasm in each other story that we forgot the time . We got out of the house at 4p.m , and yes , she was late for her choir (voice test) which started at 4p.m . HAHAHA . We had a hilarious chat and she really make me laugh my lungs out ( exaggerating ) Hahaha . But really , I had a wonderful time hanging out with her :DD

My phone line have been cut due to my bill *Insertaveryextremlysadface* . Dad just won't give me "second" chance =( I'm gonna live on prepaid card now . I'll be getting my prepaid card tomorrow or Sunday. So , obviously i'm gonna change number . Get my New Number if needed .My phone still can receive incoming calls and messages . So meanwhile , you still can contact me ;D

Sakinah Khalid and Arif Agus planned to go town tomorrow . Arif want search for his "inkheart" book . Hahah ! Of course , i do want tag along but I've plan to go gym ; I have to . My stomach is getting bigger , bigger and larger ! FAT FAT FAT Very FAT ;(
Still thinking . I'll decide by tonight then (:

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Mucus is flowing out of my nose . And i think I'm having mood swings now . Don't provoke me please . Mum , Brother , everyone , SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP .

Bye.

Sure hate you , Maybe love you

But confirm never miss you at all .

F.O Mohammad Faris Bin. Rashid :DD

2009-02-03T06:46:00.000-08:00

I did not attend school today =( Reason : Overslept and overslept . My bad , as i slept at 3 a.m yesterday . I was chatting with Kak Izza , till forget about the time . *slap-slap my face* I'm gonna sleep early tonight (:
Met Eefa at Chua Chu Kang after she ends school . She accompany me to Admiraty , to pass something to Mum . That was just for awhile . We then proceed to Chua Chu Kang back to meet Mohammad Faris Bin. Rashid .The three of us did some "studying" at Lot One library . Faris Rashid is an asshole idiot "fuck"er today ! I'm bullied by him the whole day . And how i wish i could slappunchkick his face ! Hahah ! Nahh , he make my day , a whole-day of laughing ((::

After we finished our "studying" , we loiter under the void deck with Emelda for while. Its was already 7plus then , Eefa and Emelda went home . Left me with that tripple asshole (hahaha) . We both didn't want to go home early , so we texted Sakinah Khalid to come down . It was hilarious chatting and playing around with them . Hahah ;DD

It was already late , 9 plus , Faris and myself have to take something from Syiqin at Jelapang . And i didn't want to miss my last bus . Sakinot went home. Guess what , I and Faris lost our way to Chua Chu Kang MRT . We went to many directions , we were stuck between the blocks . Hahah. Luckly , we found our way (Thanks to Nana . ) . Stupid Faris , HAHAH .
I'm lazy to elaborate more . Hahah .

(The Cute People , HAHAHA)

Its already 11:09 p.m now , i think i should go to sleep now . I WANT to go school tomorrow (:
Goodnight .

Principles Of Account

2009-02-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

I had a happy time with dad yesterday . I went home late yesterday , and was really exhausted to update my blog . Had some shopping with dad at Vivo (I Love You , Dad .) and had a meal at "The Chicken Rice Shop" with him . Yes , it have been such a long time we had a meal together . I bought new tops , Yay (: We did not spent much time together . He had to go Grandma house . And i had to meet sister-in-law at Ang Mo Kio . I went to her house to wait her to get change (waste my time betol) :D We then went Tampines to meet Lope (her friend) . And yay, I watched "The Wedding Game" with them ;DD Gosh , at last ! It is a nice movie . I did cry at most of the touching parts . Its a hilarious and touching movie (: After the movie ends at around 9plus , we proceed to Geylang to buy some things . Something "most embarrass thing" happen to me (Aku Malu ! Aku Malu !) , Don't want talk about it . ;D So , thats yesterday .

Its Monday , a damn schooling day .Went school with Andy Azneil , We both were late , I'm the cause . Sorry dwarf , HAHA .
Guess what , there will not be F&N lessons anymore , soon i mean . WooooHooo ! The Vice-principle told the f&n students that we have to change our elective subject . Guess how happy i am ((:: I'm not really sure about the reason of this change , we were told that we might not have a teacher for F&N as the teacher is going away or something . *Like I Care* We were given two choices ; Art or POA . Of Course , I've been wanting to study POA ; Principles Of Account ! Yay Yay Yay ! Hahahs ;DD

After school , Syiqin and myself were suppose to report for detention as we were late ; really late for school during last Thursday . I ended school at 3:30 p.m while she ended school at 2:30 p.m . Sweetheart waited for me (: This is sickening , We both waited for Mr Sng till around 4 plus and when we "found" him , he told us that there is no detention on Monday . Then why the "fuck" one of the discipline teacher took my ez-lin card and told me to report for detention today ! Thankfully , Mr Sng returned my ez-lin (: He have to anyway , Hah .
I think i have talk too much , I'm tired . Have to wake up early the next day to meet the big "bully,irratating" , Nur Asyiqin Bte. Kamaruzaman , HAHA !

Goodnights :DD

Craving to watch movie .

2009-01-31T01:27:00.000-08:00

Its Saturday . A mundane Saturday . Woke up early , 12:o2 p.m ; WOW . I did not follow Syiqin and Shalina as i said yesterday . I hope they're enjoying themselves at Causeway Point right now (:
And myself , I've been using the laptop since just now . And i'm getting real bored . Chatted with Faris just now . That funny asshole ;D
Mohammad Faris Bin Rashid still owe me a movie treat . Hahah ;DD And , I still have not catch The Wedding Game till now . This is extremly a sad thing . =( A kind-hearted soul , please bring me to movie . *Pathetic betol*
Currently , I'm chatting with Sakinah Khalid (: We planned to watch Bride Wars on Tuesday , after school ends of course . But , with School Uniform . THINKING TWICE .

Its a comedy movie .
And tts rated 3/5 stars .
Can i don't miss this one ?

More Movies for Aziana please (:

Tomorrow is Sunday ! Yay ! Meeting Dad at Vivo , 11:30 a.m . Woah , meeting at a.m . but nehmind , for Dad , i shall be an early bird tomorrow . I guess , I Do Love You , Mr Hamzah .
Anyway , Hamzah Bin Osman 's future son-in-law ,

Kevin Rudolf
Alahai ! Hot Hot Hot , Very Hot kan !

I think I'm hungry now .
Goodbye .

"Tak kencing ! Tak kencing!"

2009-01-30T00:12:00.000-08:00

At last , Friday here . ((::
Hang-out with Syiqin and Shalina after school . They are the hilarious people . I keep recalling the joke , "Tak kencing ! Tak Kencing !" , gave by Shalina . Laughing Out Loud =O Shalina always full of silly acts ; Combing a sec.1 boy's hair in the KFC , Biting people's arms and fats and e.t.c . HAHA . She Rocks ! \m/

A great news , "so-called" . I'm coping well with my studies . Hehyeh ! I've been listening in class , giving full attention to the lessons and doing revision at home . wow yeh wow;D I'm so trying to buck up on my English Language . The worst subject (: And what's more physic . The teacher is putting too high expectation on my class ; he doesn't know how stupid and slow we can be . Endure it , man . Hahah .
I'm a irresponsible class chairman , and i don't set a good example to my other classmates . *insertaverysadface* Class counsellor talked to me when i told her that I'm not up to it to be a class chairman . She gave me encouragement and confidence that i can be a good one if i try . So , i decided to give it another try . Even the other class committees courage me . I'm so touched * snide * HAHAH .

Tomorrow is Saturday , Syiqin , Shalina and myself already planned to go Causeway for a movie . But , I'm broke and I'm only getting cash on the 1st and not 31st . Sad Sad Sad Very Sad . So maybe , I'm not joining them tomorrow . So sorry guys . I'll make it up to you two on other days . (:
I'm so looking forward for Sunday . Dad is giving me a treat at "The Chicken Rice Shop" , Vivo . I've been wanting to try the " Curry Mee somethingsomething" served there . And its going to be just the two of us (: Father and Daughter , with No Outsiders . I think I Love My Dad , Hamzah Bin Osman ;DD

I'm starting to love the people i dislike . Don't bother to know who . I won't get disheartened by those insuperable past anymore . They say , " those memories ; let it be horrendous or wonderful , they will always be a part of your life which is your past " . I feel bad , you shall than remain there .

I owe my own Destiny .

I'm lethargic , need some rest .

Goodbye Sweethearts .

Mundane Tuesday

2009-01-27T05:54:00.000-08:00

I'm so bored . Get this , Mum still not home yet . Sister-in-law and kids already went back home . Brother is out . And Aziana is alone at home . Pity her , man ! I've done some of my homeworks , thankfully . Some still have not done ; I don't understand the question . Like i say , I've been slacking . I don't even know whats teachers have been teaching . Darmit people . I'm gonna catch up soon with my studying , for sure .

I can't wait for 31st January , CASH-IN ! Hopefully yeah . I need new tops and bottoms . Been long , I've not done any shopping . I'm plain lazy to work , of course . Daddy "may" will soon stop giving me extra cash . My phone bills have drive him crazy . Sorry is all i could say ;P I can't rely on Mum , obviously . I need a rich boyfriend ? Lols . Nahh , i don't need them . I'm independent . HAHA ? But , I'm going to start saving up my pocket money . REALLY .

Currently , I'm listening to David Archuleta's songs . One of the song is " A Little Too Not Over You " . Its meant , its meant .
Listen ,

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

I'm going down to the coffee shop for my Tea Ice . and will be continuing my homeworks and of course some revision . Bless me . HAHA .

Goodnight C:

You're mad .

Tea Ice ♥

2009-01-26T00:38:00.000-08:00

Its Monday . Happy Lunar Year to all Chinese anyway . I'm suppose to have a study outing with Eput today . I'm sorry to cancel it , I'm really restless . I slept at arnd 5 plus in the morning .
It seems to be ages I've touch my school bag . Homeworks and revisions are obviously not done . I'm gonna start my revision and doing my homeworks later on , at most tomorrow . (: I'm not going to care much about those "shits" anymore . Its none my problem now . Go on our on ways . (:
Eput ♥ , I'm so sorry for neglecting you lately . I've been so in bad mood in this days . My apology , bestfriend .

I had a talk with my neighbour yesterday night till 4 a.m . Haha . We sure get along well . Sharing our life story while drinking TEA ICE ( Favourite babe) Hahaha . She's 6 years older than me . Learn lots from her *winkwink* I'm glad to know her anyway (: hahah . I think I'm craving for my Tea Ice now . Supsupsup !

Mum will be coming back from Malaysia tomorrow , i can't wait for my GORENG PISANG babe ! Hahaha . And , mum , i want some cash ;D My wallet so the dehydrated man . I need money , i want watch movie , Give me money !
This is so pathetic , Aziana !

I want do some house chores now ,
Goodbye .

Justify your way

2009-01-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

I woke up at 3plus today . And I was woken up by irritating Nokia tune . Eput gave me 7 miss calls . Slap-Slap Her ! Hahah . Mum was bugging me to buy her food . Of course , I ignore her till I myself was hungry . So i bought food for both of us . (: I'm frustrated by a call . I would rather i don't receive any calls today . I'm plain lazy to entertain anyone . But yes , I still have to entertain Eput . I've been out of contact with her somehow .
I'm dead weak to go Ang Mo Kio later on . Wishing i could just stay on my bed . Stay in my precious dream-land . Kids coming to my house . I'm sure i can't have peaceful four days of holidays . Home gonna full of kid's noise . Can i stay in a hotel for 4 days ? Lols . Go on day-dreaming , Nana -,=

Mum's plan going Malaysia today is cancelled . Its a good thing actually . My body just don't want get out of the house . Yes , I'm getting weak . I'm getting more and more lazy . I want drugs . HAHA !
I've been showing temper to mum . She have been too good to me and i hate it . I hate hate hate hate it when someone is being good too good to myself . Get that straight to your head . (:

I love my flu .
Bye .

I miss "Kevin Rudolf" . He's cool ,
He's way too much like Mushroom .
And I love talking to him .
What's playing in your mind is what in your heart .

Help . Help .

2009-01-23T07:49:00.000-08:00

I miss her

This getting worse . I've skip school for two days . My body simply weak for school on Thursday . And I'm plain lazy for school in Friday ; which is today .I missed my maths , physic and food&nutrition class tests . *Slap my face* What The Hell Nana !
Days goes by , humans start to change . So am I . Some have good change , some have terrible change . And some even wanting to change for the better . I myself don't get what I'm trying to say actually . My mood goes up and down . I've even ignoring my bestfriend . i know i have . I just don't want to show my suckish attitude to you . So its better , you get away from me a time being . I don't know whats happening .
I just want have a peaceful sleep and wake up with a fresh mind . I want to think about those all over again . Cause , i think i have made the wrong decision . And , i want amend my mistake .
I'm sorry . To anybody , to anyone and maybe to everybody , everyone .
Maybe what I'm talking doesn't make sense to anybody . Yes , I'm a no sense human being .

Goodbye .

I'm sorry that I've lied .

I see your dirty face

High behind your collar
What is done in vain
Truth is hard to swallow
So you pray to God
To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie
And you take your time
And you do your crime
Well you made your bed
I'm in mine
Because when I arrive
I, I bring the fire

Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Now the son's disgraced
He, who knew his father
When he cursed his name
Turned, and chased the dollar
But it broke his heart
So he stuck his middle finger
To the world
To the world
To the world
And you take your time
And you stand in line
Well you'll get what's yours
I got mine
Because when I arrive
I, I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Yeah!
Wayne's world
Planet Rock
Panties drop
And the top
And she gonna rock 'til the camera stop
And I sing about angels like Angela (rock)
And Pamela (rock)
And Samantha
And Amanda
And Tamara (rock)
Menager moi
I'm in here up like xxxxx what's up
Mechanic, me, I can fix you up
I can f**k you up
I can f**k you down
Shorty we can go wherever just pick a town
And the jewelry is louder than an engine sound
Big xxx rocks like off the ground
Dirty like socks thats on the ground
Weezy
Because when I arrive
I, I bring the fire
Make you come alive
I can take you higher
What is this, forgot?
I must now remind you
Just Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Let It Rock
Im back like I forgot somethin
Im somethin
Rollin' Rock rubbin' rap runnin'
Miles like I'm trying to get a flat stomach
Like Wayne the personal trainer
My aim is perfect I'll f**k ya
Period, Like the remainder
I wish I could be
As cool as you
And I wish I could say
The things you do
But I can't and I won't live a lie
No not this time

low/down

2009-01-19T04:43:00.000-08:00

Damn , school is making me weak . Homework are not done . Too much from teachers . Its only the third week of school , and I'm already feel like giving up . What's this , Aziana . Damnit again , there's 3 class tests in a week; this week i mean . And And , i have not even started studying for those tests . Maybe I've been slacking . Or maybe , there's just too much things to be done . Shits with it .

Im glad to meet up Eput today ( hmmm) . HAHA . Somehow , miss her . Both of us have not been doing good . But we still make each other laugh ; as usual " Eput's laugh can make Nenet laugh" ; astmalaugh . Hahahaha . ;DDDD

Lunar New Year is nearing . 4 days school off day . Yay ah ! I want watch The Wedding Game . Somebody , please treat me movie . ( so pathetic ) HAHA . i want mushroom . =.=

I think i must start my studying now . Tomorrow is Food & Nutrition class test . A sure fail , but i want pass .
So , wish me luck . Lols ;D

Seri Andana , you better meet me soon . (:

It was 16th Again .

2009-01-16T19:14:00.000-08:00

I was too tired yesterday that i didn't post . It seems that I had a lot to say about yesterday but I'm speechless now . It was 16th January 2009 , yesterday . Its the 3rd month from 16th October 2008 . And a new story starts on the same date . Can say , I might regret this . But I'm still going for it .

You wouldn't understand what Aziana is talking . HAHAHA .

Its Saturday , Going Malaysia with mum later . Celebrating Uncle's birthday . Damn , I am so not interested in this . We even may have to sleep over . Oh my gosh , No way , No way , No way . I want be in Singapore . " I LOVE MY COUNTRY" . Laughing out loud "

Hell with it .

School has been as usual . Coping quite well, 'i guess' . But not with physics . =I
I have been getting to 2008's self . Please don't . I want , STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY . i want get to Junior College . ' let her day-dreaming' Hahahs !

I'm hungry ,
Takecare humans .

I miss Sakinah Khalid so much .

Restless

2009-01-10T06:41:00.000-08:00

Its been days , I've not blog . So here it is .
Its have been tiring week for me . School have started , studyin have been going on . I'm more to study outings or either sleeping at home nowadays . "really" School sucks big time for as usual . But it seems that in school , there's only studies for me . I have not been mixing arnd close with my school friends . except for sakinot and some / Maybe , we're not as last time . Blaaa with it .
Anyway , during P.E yesterday ; Friday . We had our height and weight "checked" . My height is 151 , IM TALL . haha . My weight is 40.6 kg . Like WOW . I seriously have to lose weight ! Im Fat , Im Fat , Im Fat ! DARMIT . ;D

So Today , woke up quite early to accompany brother and Naiim go wisma , peninsular and sim lim square . "so many places" wisma , searh for pyjamas for brother's girlfriend . Peninsular , brother wants to get a cap for himself , and Naiim bought himself a cap and two pants too. Sim Lim Square , bought a phone for mum "such a good children of mum" i and brother share $ for it okay . but brother pays fully for it first , and i'll pay him my share a bit later ;D HAHA . Everyone gets a thing for themselves . And i went home with nothing =I "sad thing" Lols;D
After buying those stuffs , brother went hospital to visit his girlfriend . I and Naiim went back Chua Chu Kang . Met Eput . We accompany Naiim for his haircut . Naiim looks more "handsome" now . Hahahs !
Naiim left for his ball game . Left me and Eput . We then proceed with our study plans . To Lot One library ; our usual study place . Blaaaablaaaa .
My stomach was making "hungry" noise . So we stopped our studying and went to have "dinner" at 8plus .

I reached home at arnd 9plusplus . Mum was excited about her new phone . =))

Im tired . Turning in early today .

Goodnight sweethearts .

Walking Day

2009-01-03T06:26:00.000-08:00

I and Eput had a lot of walking today . We were planning to go Marian Barrage today . Guess What , We end up at Singapore Flyer which is across the sea to Marina Barrage . Don't expect us to swim across the sea to get to Marina Barrage . Err . HAHAHA . But we're still happy with our destination . There isn't much people at there . So , photo here , photo there . Weeee ! We had an awesome fun !
I seriously in love with that place ; the breeze , the scenery(except for the constuction site) . Peaceful i mean . =) Marina Barrage will be on nextnextnextnextnextnext outing maybe (hopefully) . Lols;D

After those enjoyment , we board bus to Far East . We acually planned to go somewher , but . Nehmind , HAHA ! Eput bought something for herself at Far East , which she have been wantin for it . "AT LAST DAPAT" ! Hahahaha .
It was already 8plus then , we took mrt home . (:

Overall , i had fun with bestfriend today .
Next coming saturdays , will only be study outings . *winkwink* Hahaha .

Im tired , shall upload some of the pictures . *lazyface*

There's tortise. Search for it .
Not even a million$ can make me ride in this .

I Love The Breeze .

Takecare .

Random / school turns bad

2009-01-02T02:03:00.000-08:00

We're getting marry soon .Bless us . (:
(Nana=Acha) *OMG*

Meet my Future-Husband , Irwansyah .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA

First day of school sucks , stupid and boring . My class is full of Chinese . Only 2 Malay girls and 2 Malay boys . I'm so "noda"in school . I hate the new discipline master . I hate the damn rules . I just hate everything in school today . Yes,I'm glad to meet up with my friends . But somehow , things turn me moody . I dyed my hair black yesterday night . I DID DYED IT BACK . Just some part of it are still coloured . Which is very little ! And those assholes caught me and called my dad . I didn't care much about it . After school , Mum made me wait for her for almost half an hour at the bp bus interchange . WOAH ,
Eput and Inot cheered me up . Chattin with Inot really made me laugh my lungs out ! And Eput never fail to make me feel better whenever i feel down . (:
Friends like those , i'll cherish . (:
During recess , i had a chat with Amelea (RANDOM) . We get along well :D . Hahahs !
"its your loss to lose a beautiful girl like her"
"Its my loss to lose a nice guy like you"

Now , chattin with Andy . He's extra good today . I mean , he's different today . Didn't piss me off like he always does . Hahahaha !
"andysan- says:
staring at the carnage praying that the sun would never rise
andysan- says:
living another day in disguise"

Andy's weird today . *curiousface*

Im very tired , i need a sleep .
Bye.

Excited

2009-01-01T07:28:00.000-08:00

Im so excited to meet my school mates tomorrow . I bought my school bag with dad and Eput at Causeway just now . Im suppose to buy my school bag at Queensway , But the bag that i wanted have already sold out . *DARMIT* The bag i bought at causeway , its out of no choice . Still , i like the bag . -.=
Alter my skirt with Eput . While waitin for our skirt , Eput accompany me to buy the shoe that i have been wantin . Which somehow everywher , everybody is wearin . Hahahs ! Our collection time have yet reach so we camwhore at a nearby park . Its a beautiful park . But full of "white" guys . (Pardon me for being sacarstic) But i just hate the way they look at girls . Those pervetic eyes . Errr !
Anyway , Thanks for accompanying me Eput (: Heeeee !

Its already 6plus , Mum rushed me home cause we visiting Kak dayah . Kak dayah look much better now but she lose weight (too much). I can't wait for her to fully recover . Kak Dayah , Be home soon . We'll go shopping together alright . And Mum wants to treat you a feast , SO RECOVER SOON . Hahaha !

Im so ready for school . (: Tho i know i have to wake up real early in the morning , still im happy that im able to attend school back . This is so random ;D

I have to turn in soon or else , im gonna have a hard time waking up early next morning .

Goodnight Sweethearts *widewideSmile*

Its a New Start .

2008-12-31T06:43:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year people . 2008 have been a great year tho i have gone thru alot of setbacks . Those will stay as memories . Many things have happened this year ; Good and bad .
For 2009 . its nearing . Another 2 hours and a few minutes . A New Start . (: Im going to quit what i have start . . Im going study real hard with my precious friends for o-level in 2010 -,= *This is not bullshits* Sure , lots of obsticles coming . Still , im going thru 2009 . ;D

Im not at countdown . Im at home . Mum just won't let me go . Its a sad thing . =I Nehmind , Eput gonna accompany me on the phone watching the fireworks"ON TV" -> Shit it .
Andana came over just now . We had a chat . A wonderful chat . A news came to my ear . This , shall be the last im hearing bout you . it gonna stay in 2008 . "Damnit"

Fajar , im coming back on Friday . Its stupid to start school on Friday . Brainless people . We sud acually start on Monday , Isn't it better . I have to rush to buy my school bag tomorrow with dad and sent my LONG school skirt for alter . Its waaaaay long . Heeeeeee ! Eput will be tagging alng . Yay ah Yay ! Lols(:

I think im done here . All the best to 2009 !
Again , Happy New Year to all the livings in this earth ; Have A Happy New Start Of 2009 .

Off to watch the countdown ON TV .
Bye .

2008-12-29T07:53:00.000-08:00

Im happy today -,= Hahah .
Meet up with syiqin , faris , hazwan and amirul at senja . Catch up the old times . But today's gathering isn't as merry happy as last time . Nahh , im still glad that i met up with them . (:
This Friday , school gates opening ! Can't wait to go school early in the morning again (?) . I miss my school mates .

Anyway , im so sorry Wai Hoe for not able to meet you in the morning . I seriously can't open my eye . Damn sleepy man ! Heeee . Make it up to you other days alright . (:
31st December , COME SOON ! Eput , shoppingshoppingshopping ! Hahahahahaha .
Eput have been coughing and having throat pain . Recover soon my 5years treasure . (: We'll meet up tmr . Same timing , YES AHH ! Hahahs .

i miss Nur Hidayah so much . Please come home soon . =I

Till here ,
Goodnight .

2008-12-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

Hey Yo .
Im excused . Can rest for two days . Yes ah ;D Just came back from clinic . Not sick , just having a little problem . Its a little problem , but it cost me twenty-four bucks man ! Nehmind , its dad money anyway . (?) hahahahaha . I swear its a great pleasure to be able to stay home today . =D Lols .
2009 is coming , Woah .! -,= Yes , i wish to watch the fireworks with Andana and Adi on New Year Eve . Just like last year , had so much fun . This one , bad . I have to give in . Damn it :(
Im not even sure if i want to go out on New year Eve . As you know , sure be crowded there . Maybe , just going out with Eput for shopping ? That seems a great idea ! (Money sud be spent and not to be kept) :D Under whatever circumstances , im getting that faded blue three-quarter pants . Hahahs .

And now ,able to rest at home .Feeling bored plak . =I Still ,I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT no matter how bored i am . Trust me , im hardly at home this days . ( don't talk about it)

Damn , im feeling so nausea . I better eat something .

Takecare /

2008-12-26T06:01:00.000-08:00

"Firstly , this lappy is seriously so the testing my patience . =I "
(Nana is being so patience today*winkwink)

Ending of holiday days have been a tiring period for me and ='put . We have been busy with "something" . And its really-really a hard time . I and ='put have planned so much things for our last few days of holidays , and we seriously hardly have time for it . Damn it . We have to re-plan our outings . And see if we can make some time for it . *insertaverypatheticface*

Been days , im stucked with doing same stuffs with ='put . Yes , we're very tired this days . But we do stay strong . Hopefully we can take this . Hahahs (:

Last few days , on Monday . Went to vivo with ='put for something . After those , Met Anis.C , Irah Imut , Ajitt , Syiqin.M , Sol , Ziki and Wan at town . Its nice to catch the old times with those school friends ; Anis , Irah , Ajitt & Syiqin . I Had a great day with them . (: Yes , there's of course a few disagreement in a group outing . But , can be ignore . =)

Pictures :

Those beautiful people . I Love . *widewideSmile*

Anyway , Merry 'belated Christmas to all
those who celebrate Christmas . (:

I want chat with my ='Put now . (:
Bye .

2008-12-19T04:45:00.000-08:00

Eput came over my house . We studied maths . Thankfully , i manage to understand the maths thingy and did some sums . Wow right ? *winks* hahaha . Eput is coping well with her maths too . OH yes , im touched . Eput acually feed me . Sweet isn't she . (:
Heeeee .

Eh guys , something worse happened . kak dayah was admitted to NUH this afternoon . Gosh . i heard that she had to go for an operation or something . This bad . Mum and i going to visit her tommorow . Lets pray hard that thing goes well for her .

Currently chatting with Eput and Andy . Andy is getting on my nerves ! Kick his ass man ! Lols;D
Glad Eput theres . Hahahaha .

Nana loves Eput very much . Our Friendship is going well and we get closer each day . A sweet thing yeah . (:

Till here ,
Goodnight .

* Damn that memory card reader . *

*God , please let NurHidayah recover soon .*
(insertaverysadface)

2008-12-16T06:58:00.000-08:00

Im very happy right now tho im sad . Its Tuesday. And the date today is 16 december 2008 . The day that i "somehow" looking forward for . Blablabla /

Met Seri Andana and Siti Sharifah at chua chu kang . Chit-chat nonsense :P And my period is driving me crazy . The stomach cramp was so "powerful".Luckily sweet Eefa brought menstruation pills for me . It do helps to ease the pain . Thank you bestfriend (: .
Its was already 7p.m by then . Eefa went home . Left me and that Seri Andana . We walk from chua chu kang all the way to teck whye . We have no idea why we went there acually . Reached Afiz blk . Sitting under the blk like homeless humans .
Gladly , Andy called . Asking for meet up . So we wait and wait and wait . it was a group of them came . Andy , Aniq , Daniel.H,Danriz and Helmy . we chat for awhile . Then i and kak ann left them there . Hahaha . We proceed to Teck Whye pondok . Sat there , talks and laughs . Seri Andana , "you gonna cry tonight" . *ketawekan aku rabakkan!* Lols:D

precious ,
i sud be crying today . Seri Andana and Twinny E. make a change to that . i laugh madly today . Good thing yea .
Kak ann , i love you gyler ! Hahaha . Like you say , SEE THIS FEW DAYS ."pelik tapi TRUE ." merepek ah seri andana ! HAHAHAHAHAHA .

Eefa's evil face .*winks*

Look at their cute faces . (:

Till here people .
Goodnight (:

Officially over .

2008-12-14T02:01:00.000-08:00

Hello earthlings ,

I and chun are officially over in a nice way . Don't ask why if you care . (: We can still be friends tho we can't be couple . :D

Same as Yesterday , i woke up late . Today , its 5.38p.m . Better than yesterday *winks*
Now My house is generally clean (: i done the house chores okay ! Haha .
Now entertaining Sakinah Khalid and Isyam via MSN . Sakinah so sweet y'know !

She wrote this , specially for me . Hahaha . Tho her handwritting is somehow "nice" Heeee !

Sakinah Khalid , Nana Loves You Too hunns . (:

Im Happy .

2008-12-13T03:06:00.000-08:00

Hello precious .

Believe it or not , i woke up at 6p.m . I sud have woke up earlier but i forced myself to continue sleeping . "there's reasons" Now chatting with Sakinah Khalid . She's one of the best listener i ever had . I told her certain things knowing the fact that i will cry . She send me this picture . Trust me , instead of crying , i laughed .
This picture is very cute (:
That lady , is someone i love alot . :D

Tho it make me laugh , but still those's facts tears me . Sakinah Khalid told me to free myself from a cage which full of questions . You know what people , its rare to see her talking sense . Hahaha . And , wonderfully . She making me feels better .
Sakinah Khalid , Siti Sharifah , Seri Andana , Nur asyiqin , Faris , Amirul and Wai Hoe . Those , thanks alot . (:
"Faris , next week taw" hahahaha .* winks *

Humans , lets go out . Im freaking bored at home . I want fill this holidays with fun activities . Still i must study at times . Next year sec. 3 , must really-really buck up (:
Eefa , lets start studying our biology ! Hahaha . And , ure english aren't better than mine . Lols:D

Sakinah , Monday ! Kecohkan lot one ! Hahahahaha .

Heys ,
I miss all my friends . Mostly its acually Khairil Shah .
Giiii , aku rindu kaw la pantat .

This the second time i re-edit this post . Haha . Currently chatting with cuteboy . Its beens days , i never felt this happy / way . Cuteboy make me laugh throughout the chat . Awww .
He's so busy watching Harry potter . Hahaha . Fine , im joining you for the second part okay .

Off to watch Harry Potter (second part) , with cuteboy(:

Bye-Bye .

Because of you .

2008-12-11T01:01:00.001-08:00

Eefa . My apology on yesterday . Im guity enough . Seeing you cry because of me . I saw it .
You care and yet im doing this . So sorry bestfriend . Im just not worth being ure friend .
Again , Thank you for everything my 4 years bestfriend .

Eh boy , remember this in ure whole life . Its you , i became like this . Its you , i hurt alot of my precious friends . Its you , my life ruin just like that . Its you , i can't face all of my friends now . Its you .

Whatever i did to you yesterday , i didn't mean it . I can't control my anger . I swear this is the first time , i became like this . I can't accept the fact . Though i know i can't deny it either . Yes , i blame it on you .
But , i know its acually my own fault . Sorry dearest .

p.s i still love you .

And i can't face anyone right now .

C&E

2008-12-07T01:38:00.000-08:00

No more .

Bf make me feel bad . And a friend make me feel worse .

Friend , Why is it so hard for you to believe me ? When i needed you the most , you turn ure back to me .
And now , you found ure Love . im so happy for you (: Last long alright .
You deserve this happiness .

Im feeling so lost and confused .

Blame it .

2008-12-06T02:15:00.000-08:00

We drifting apart .

2008-11-28T08:47:00.000-08:00

1.The person who tagged you is?
- Eefaaa (:
2.Your relationship with him/her?
- BestFriend
3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
- "merepek" , funny , cute , pretty and .... understanding (:
4.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
- Cheer me up when i needed someone .
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
- "you got me" something like that laaa / Tak ingat exact .
6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
- TAK SANGGUP . HAHAHA .
7.If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be?
-Dier nye MANJE ! hahaha .
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
- Never forever .
9.If he/she dies,you will?
- obviously won't die along with her . HEE .. CRY tilll i run out of tears .
10.What is it you want to tell he/she now?
- You're the best , friend .
11.Your overall impression of he/she?
- Bestest friend i could ever had .
12.How do you think people around you will feel around you?
- don't know
13.The characters you love of yourself are?
- Not suree .
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
- i'm lazy .
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- Fann Wong .
16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
- I like you too (: Hahaa . Thanks for caring , dearest .
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1) Sakinah
2) NurHidayah
3)Syiqin
4) Fazlina
5)Leilani
6)Naiim
7)Hidayah
8) Ulrica
9) Ninie
10) Yan
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
- Dee .
19.Is no.9 a male or a female?
- female
20.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- They don't know each other .
21.What is n0. 2 studying all about?
- How to make more money . :D
22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?
- an hour ago /
23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
-Don't know /
24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
- yeah
25.Will you woo no.3 ?
- No comment . (:
26.How about 7?
- im not into girls laaaa !
27.Is no.4 single?
- No , she found her true love .
28.What is the surname of no.5?
- don't have any
29.What is the hobby of no.10?
- don't know .
30.Does no.5 & 9 get along?
-Stranger .
31.Where is no.2 studying at?
- ITE simei ; tetap die pandai okay!
Talk about something for no.1?
- GEREQ .
33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?
- TAK AKAN OII !
34.Where does no.9 live in?
- Chua chu Kang .
35.What colour does no.4 likes?
- not so sure
36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
- No.
37.Does no.1 have any pets?
- nope
38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Boleh laaaaaaa ....! hahhahaha .
39.What is no.10 doing now?
- Tak amek tahu ...

Tiring oi eefaa ! Hahaha . tapi da boring nye psl . And , JAGE KAW . Cakap aku ngn blajar nak uat chun steam ! Watch out ! hahahahahahhahhaha !

Love you , bestie !

"those names from no. 1 to no. 10 , if you hardworking enough , do the quiz kays ! "

Freaking bored .

2008-11-22T04:49:00.000-08:00

My mind is blank . I have no idea what to blog abt . But i bored , bored to death . Mum just won't let me go out . Hell with it .
I miss boyfriend so much . He working now . Awwww , carik duet untuk isteri makan (macam paham)

i want update our pictures but that stupid memory card reader lost ! Cannot transfer the pictures to the lappy . Grrrr !
I'll try updates those pictures soon okay , bf .

Anyway , Happy 1 month and 6 days (:
Even though in this one month , we fought number of times . i still love you .
16 october 2008 , 11:18:36 pm . our happiest moment (:

The moment , a love story begins .
Ng Chun Kiong , i swear i love you forever .

done with loveupdates .

Now , chatting with Wai Hoe . That cinamelayu guy . Hahaha .
He's cute at times , he's funny at times , he's Baek at times .

Happy now , Wai Hoe ?

Thank me , WAI HOE !

hahahhahhahah !

I'll update again when i got something in my mind .
Heeeee .

Takecares lovelies (:

upset

2008-11-14T08:17:00.000-08:00

i miss school friends . I miss Nur Anis . I miss NurHidayah . I miss Sakinah .
Lately , i've been feeling down . i don't know the reasons . Even bf notice i have not been myself .
I miss all my friends .
i need someone to cheer me up .

One more day , its our first month .
Nana , be happy please ...

No title .

2008-11-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

bought that small soft toy .
plan to give boyfriend . (:

Holidays 're getting bored . Wish to go out with friends but BROKE . Grr . I must start work back . SOON . Plan to buy boyfriend the shoe he wants . And a white dress please . Can't always rely on dad . Mum mmg tak leh harap . Hehe .

Anyway , went Marsling with mum , brother and kak dayah . We ate at "Teh Tarik Makan House" .
The food , delicious ! I ate alot siia . My tummy getting boncet ! ;P
After that ,we went IMM . Mum bought all the kitchen stuffs . I and kak dayah bought a pant at
" Samuel&Kevin " They having sales . Weeeeee !
Tmr , visiting beloved bro at 2 . Gosh , i miss him . After the visit , meet boyfriend at woodland . Yay .!

Im dead bored now . Its already midnight , yet im not even a bit sleepy .
Boyfriend , faster call me laaa !

put yourself in that situation , its painful .

2008-10-28T05:47:00.000-07:00

Sad story .
A friend or maybe someone i know . He's first girlfriend passed away . that girl is only 14 . i don't wish to elaborate how she die .
im not close to him , but putting myself in his situation , i swear its painful . Its his first love and this has to happen .
i was told that the girl is really-really a nice girl . at certain point , i felt life is unfair . God must have really love her that he took her away . "friend" ., cheer up okey . maybe god doesn't want her to suffer in this world . Let her rest in peace . i know its very torturing for you . She may be gone from this world , but im sure she will stay within ure heart right ?

How i wish i could meet that nicee girl .

High school musical 3 .

2008-10-25T07:03:00.000-07:00

Watched high school musial 3 with boyfriend , adi and kak ann . At amk hub . The movie was great . Boyfriend treat me again. haha . Im broke laaa !!! im glad i got a boyfriend like him . Sweet like sugar . (:
I had to be home early today , so after movie. straight HOME ! boyfriend sent me till jurong east mrt when he can acually alight at cck mrt first . Awww..
We didn't want let go of each other hand . Its like , "im goner miss you , im goner miss you too" Ewwwwww . hahahahahahaha !
Of course saying goodbye was the hardest thing .

Handphone ahh Handphone !!! i dropped my hp yesterday and can't be ON now . i cried okey ! Can't msg baby , can't call him , can't contact friends ! Grrr ,'
Im getting my hp repaired soon , Real soon . Temporary , don't contact me /

I miss boyfriend .

Im so sorry .

2008-10-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

Yay uh yay ! promoted to sec. 3 express ! But , i want A maths laaa ! Arggh, i shud have study .
I promise i word harder next year . Blalaaaaaaa .

Oh yes , my friendship with anis and hidayah is back . Thank god .i was so happy that i cried in school . Not i alone cry okeey . Hahahaa . (: i miss them like lots . We'll meet soon yea , friends . ;D

after school , went teck whye . I waited for one&half hour under your blk ." i got a pig as my boyfriend ." Haha , Its not his fault , He was tired after yesterday /
Had some quarrels with him. What got into me siia ? Im so sorry that i show u my suckish attitude , i know you hate it . its not ure fault , Maybe im tired . or just having mood swing . idk. Blaaaaaaaaa ...
Hate this .

Im sorry agaiin /

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Tomorrow watch High School Musical 3 ahh !!!!! Mum , please let me go out . Boyfriend says he want treat me . Hahaha . Baek per . leh save duet. Lols;D
Im not that bad girlfriend oke . I'll use my own money , (:
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Not happy .

2008-10-18T09:45:00.000-07:00

Boy , be fine . i'm worrying .

And , and , and , I miss you so much . ;D

For dearest friend ,
Don't be sad alright . you may cry , of course its obvious . Baby , you should know Nana always there for youu . You don't deserve a guy like him . My baby deserve much much better . Its hard to let go 5 months relationship just like that . Prove to him , you're still you without him . I know you can do it . It takes timee . We'll meet up soon okee . i'll give you my warmest hug ! haha . Laugh , u TIKOS !!! (:\
(im lose for words acually . just know , i do care) ;D

p.s i love you

Feels like crying ?

2008-10-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

before that , its 3 days post .

Monday's hari raya outing was best damn thing ! 3a4's girls,kak ann, eefa , adi and Chun . (:

Photos:

Eefaaaaaa . BestOfAll .
Andanaaaaaaaaa . Bestest kakak pendek . Haaaa ~
aku"benci"die ;D

And Tuesday"s double date was (: (: (: (: (: (: Happy . ^
Hahahah . We watched movie , MEREPEK GILE !!! hahahaha . "not happening nye comedy" Lols;D Still . i love this day . Blaaaaaaaaaaaa !

Black couple VS Green Couple . Heeeeee ~

Then Today . Went out to Lido with Eefa . She told me she wanted to buy a mng shirt . In the end , we end up searching for her boyfriends's present . Cool or what , EEFA ! Hahaha .
Im sort of lazy to post everythings for today . Today was a happy , sad , confusing day ?
Merepek kan Nana ?
And eefa , sorry i irritate you today . My apology ? ;D
eefa , i fallen in love with the song , Wanted you-INA . Hahaha . ;D

And for dumb .
: you confuse me boy .
"aku suke kaw" another part , "i duno if i stil love her"
Bullshit ehh ?
Ohh yes , that msg is not fake taw ! ;p

Uh , papeeee . then then then ?

Oh yeah , Ex msg me . Hahaha . just friends for this timee . Its not easy to move on .
Blablablablablablaaaaaaaa ...

For for beloved syiqin ,
Cheer up baby . He doesn't deserve a sweet "cute" girl like you . Heee ~
Move on alright . Nana forever love you . And friends are always there for you okey (:
No more crys alright . Laugh like idiot !!!!! ;D
I'll hug you soon /

Erm , thats all ?
Takecare .

Telling you why .

2008-10-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

Its not that im not taking things seriously . All i want to do is to laugh . Crying isn't a fun thing . And im lost for words when i read ure msgs . And my reply was just bullshits , i know . Since you not ready . There's nothing i could do anymore . Nur Anis , i miss hanging out with you , i miss your laughers . And , I MISS YOUR "kutoks" (:
I swear , i need this friendship back . Someone make me realise that.

Meet soon , we have a chat ?
Not a fight please .

Worse Sunday .

2008-10-12T00:46:00.000-07:00

Bad Sunday .
I missed that interview for about 3 times ! Bro was already fed up with me . Woke up late today . I was suppose to be there by 3p.m and i woke up at 3.14 p.m . I didn't even accompany mum to IMM . "Hows she going to bring all the things?"
Ahhh ! Sorry brother , sorry mum . Im lazy nowadays . I didin't turn up for work for the past three days . If to say im sick , im getting well . I want quit macdonald . I'm tired . I want rest , sleep.sleep.sleep for the whole of holiday period . School is offically close for me. Hehs .

Kak ann ask me to follow her 'jalan raya' this monday , which is tommorow . Gosh , im not sure if i want tag along . Very lazy . But easy-come money . Who don't want ? lols:D
Then on Tuesday , watch movie ? with kak Ann , adi and Chun . Yay ?
hahahahs .

Oh yes , i watched The House Of Bunny with Eefa, my bestest girlfriend ,yesterday .
The movie was somehow touching? lols;D The moral of the story is " BE YOURSELF " and " appearance doesn't really matters" ?
Hahahahaha . But the movie was nicee for sure .

blaaaaaablaaaaablaaaa .'
Im so hungry now and mum still haven reach home .
Urgg ..

Byeeeeee dumbs .

New Hair cut . (: (updates for lastweek .)

2008-10-11T00:58:00.000-07:00

Aye Aye Aye .
I had a new haircut with Syiqin , Noraina and Shalina last week . Noraina's hair was the nicest .
I have been wanting to have hair like hers . Hahaha .
i cut mine short . Lols;D

And put some red extansion yesterday .
It looks funny !
Nyehehehe .

Oh yes yes , saw ex at bugis . He got two blonde extansion on his back bottom hair. Lols;D
k , nothing much about him .

And , im pissed off by a friend of mine right now . "a friend" ?
So , takecare uh .

Happy Hari Raya.

2008-10-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hello people .

Happy Hari Raya to all the islams yea ! hehs , Nana mintaa maaf kalau ader tersilap bahase atau buat awak marah . ****Forgive me ****
And , do enjoy your Hari Raya .

Can't wait Hari Raya to ends . Tiring y'know , walking on the stupid high heels shoes . Hahahahahaha . Who cares for the collection anyway . =P padahal,padahal . Lols;D

Malaysia Babe . ;D Mum's side,

Chinese sister-in-law .Another Malaysia babe . ;D dad's side ,

Not much pictures taken .

To beloved bro , Aszlan Bin Hamzah .
Selamat Hari Raya abang . Nana minta maaf selame ni nana kurang ajar ngan abang . I miss you so much . Its sad not able to celebrate this day with you . Another six years time , so looking forward . ;D

Dad , Mum . Selamat Hari Raya . Maafkan Nana for all my sins ? ;D I love you . REALLY .
And , another two brothers . Selamat Hari Raya , Forgive this small sister of yours yea, hehs . Love .

Same goes to all related blood family . Hahaha .

Loves ,
;D

Those Nicee new friends .

2008-09-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

Went to Far East with kak Dayah yesterday night to 'buke' with her friends . So the not planned . I was bored at home ALONE , so last mintue tag along with her . She was thankful , cause i pay for her meal . LOLS .
Nothing much acually . I don't really know them well , but for suree , they're nicee , FUNNY and friendly (:

Oh ya ! I bought a black and whitee pyjamas at cotton on . Gosh , I LOVE IT . i had a great night sleeping in it . HAHAHA .

NICE PEOPLE (:

Today stuff isn't a nice thing to share .

Geylaaaang !!!

2008-09-20T08:11:00.001-07:00

Oh gosh , so tiring . Went geylang with Andana , Adi and Chun . So crowded and Hot !!!! But of course , it was great going out with them . (: ALWAYS .
Oh yaa , i bought a pink baju kurung . Niceee and simple .Haha . Look for the suitable one was so hard . At last give up , just buy anyhow .LOLS:D , im just wearing it for the first day of Hari Raye anyway . .Not planing to go out with friends . Not in a mood . I don't wish to celebrate Hari Raya at all . Without him , and not when my beloved brother is not with me . Shits with it .

Handphone LOW batt . so didn't take any photos .So sad .. =I
There will be another time alright , ! haha . Oh , i don't wish to get in the crowd agaiin . HAHA .

k , tomorrow onwards , no more going out . MUST STUDYSTUDYSTUDY ! =D
Exams 're so near . SCARY , im so the not ready !
wish me luck , sweethearts !!! (:

Oh play [:

2008-09-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

Happy[:

Today 17.o9.o8 , Had such a great day (:
Do some studyings with Teck Heng , Teck Chye and Leilani . Then went to nearby playground , took some snaps ! Lols;D

Loving couple .

My Crazy Leilani ;D

Proceed to NTUC , bought some snacks . Haha , like a family . Teck Heng , papa . Leilani , Mama . Teck Chye , brother . I , the youngest child . =D LOLS:D

Took bus , go west coast .

I swear , i had lots of fun today !Playplayplay . The see-saws . catching and CANDLES ; Niceeeeeeeeee
. We're just like the happy kids [: Haha . Thanks Teck Heng , Leilani and Teck Chye (: I love you gila-gila ppl !

And yea . i made 3 simple wishes upon the beautiful candles . Want know ? Bluek ! =P HAHA .Stars , make it come true , prettyplease~ [:
So tired !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want sleep ,
goodnight wonderful people =D

heres the snaps we took at west coast :

4 months and 18 days .

Get well soon . [:

2008-09-16T10:41:00.000-07:00

Simei's mrt . Brother is NOT a good photographer .

Today , didn't attend school . Gosh , the alarm clock didn't ring so isn't my fault . REALLY . =)

Alot things things happen at home today . Lazy to type alot . Haha . It wasn't a good thing aniway .
after those bad stuffs ,
went to Changi Hospital with mum , brother and my two little monster , visit my not real grandfather . He was so sick . Get well soon . [: Then brother went hougang , i send mum and the two little monsters back to cck . i went home alone while chatting with Fir . He made me laugh laugh laugh . Hahaha . He rock (:

end this post with today's pic .

My 1st little monster , Edison Arif .

My 2nd little monster , Edrian Aqif .

Brother . My heartbeat [:

Sakuraaaaaaa :]

2008-09-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

Today , went break fast with mum at Sakura ; near hereen . Oh gosh , i didn't want to go at the first place . Imagine how tired i am after work and now she asking me to travel all the way to Hereen just to accompany her eat at Sakura and watch my brother work there .
But , i didn't regret going there , haha . The food was nicee ; yet i didn't eat alot . Of course , i wasn't fasting . Lols;D
Oh yea , my brother say Sakura accept 14 year old to work there . the salary 're much more better . Thinking of leaving MACDONALD and join Sakura . But i don't know if i can manage holding the tray on one hand . HAHA . I'll think about it .

Eat.Eat.Eat.Eat .
Thats my LARGEmummy . She's large , isn't she ? Hahaha .
Still , she my cutest mum . And yes I LOVE HER even though she irritating at times .

The Shark fin was Yummy . TWO THUMBS UP (:

Now i miss the cheese cake there . HAHA .

i want go agaiin , got handsome mat . LOLS:D

Heres goes the double date on saturday night . (:

2008-09-07T03:13:00.000-07:00

How shy i am .
the only malay .

o6.o8.o8 - this date ~ its not a double date acually . We're all friends . HAHA .
haha .

k . starts with morning . Went to work . I was 5 mins early , so bought breakfast * ops * haha . And ends up 15 mins late for work . Great yea ~ HAHA . Teck Chye and Leilani did better than me , they were one hour late for work . Cool yea ? Thanks to sleepyhead leilani . Teck Chye had to go her house and wake her up . Good job you two . (:

Ends work at 1 , pity them , finish work at 2.30 p.m . Muahahaha ! Had some chat with manager after work . He talks bout my smoking habit and some teenage stuffs . Oh he's great . And how i wish my dad could be a little like him . Haha , not saying my dad is not a good one . He is a wonderful dadddy oke . Is just that he doesn't have the kind of talk with me . Y'know , makes me understands more bout certain stuffs . uh , forget it . Haha . im a grown up kid .

went home , and had a short nap .
Oh no , 4.30p.m . LATE ! received call from teck chye .
oh boy , rushed to the toilet and get changed quickly .
Mum , off i go ~

I reached bugis mrt , before any of them reached . Thankfully . A few minutes of waiting , Teck chye and Teck heng came .
Teck chye so cuteeeee in the astro boy tee ~
Hahahahahaha .
k , now comes the waiting for leilani . she was like 30mins late . while waiting , we played this game , - who saw leilani first .
lame right ? Teck Heng idea .
Teck Chye won first . I second . And Teck Heng , the boyfriend lose . What a Boyfriend . HAHA . >>>>>
sweet yeah(:
We then go walk-walk at bugis street . Acually the plan today was to watch movie , but the movies wasn't good .
Teck Chye bought me a freindship band . Teck Heng forced him to buy two same ones . Teck chye wears one , and i wear one . Awww ! Hahaha . i will treasure that friendship band . And it tied tightly dead arnd my ankle .D
After the walk , we had our daily routine outside bugis street - =Ptonguesout . Took two snap .

its was already 9plus . so we went home . took the bus 7 . Teck heng and teck chye send me and leilani to clementi . so we took the same bus together . in the bus . Oh , its was so fun ! Hahah . Took some snaps in the bus (:
Should i say , they've become my heartbeat (:

Teck chye kept laughing when taking photo . He *again* CUTEEEE !
Lols;D

when reached clementi , we ate at KFC . *betrayer of macdonald * HAHA .
when eating , Wei Tian , macdonald friend , came and join us .
Wei Tian lives beside my blk , so we went home together .
So , bye-bye Teck Chye , Teck Heng and Leilani .

Wei Tian is a wonderful person . he knock some sense onto my head . We chat bout studies and matter of respect stuffs . It seems we get alng real well . I told him about my mum . / he told me this - If you want your mum to respect you , it must start with you respects your mum first . He heard the way i talk to mum . and he also said , if you already went to a wrong path and wants to get back to the right path , try hard . And if you think you're already trying real hard . Try more and more harder . You can do it , gurl . Oh friend .

Oh , he changed me . Haha . im no sure if this is just for a day ..HAHA .
the clock is reaching 12a.m .
Reached home . told mum bout what Wei tian told me . She told me that the boy was right . And yes . i know .
My mum seems to like bout Wei Tian . Keep asking bout him . Hahaha . Mum , i and Wei Tian 're just friends and only will be good friends . LOLS ?
So yea , yesterday story goes like that . =)

happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.happy.

Oh , hes sweet . like candy (:

2008-09-04T10:02:00.000-07:00

Oh , todays 04.08.08 great . Went out with mum to tao payo awhile . Nothing much to say .
Night time , online then . That someone chat with me for awhile . haha . He says he likes me . Shit laa~ Who goner believe your words , idiot ? you're my bestfriend's admirer . I can't go for you .
Chat with Firdaus , he send me this song , lamunan cinta . Niceee song .. I asked for the lyrics . he send me and at the lyrics , he wrote - for nana yg di kasihi . Ohhhhh mine ..! sweet isnt he ? Im not saying i fall for him . haha .
Oh yes , i went amk with kak idah jap . I msg Teck Chye asking him what tyme he werking tmr . He then replied .
Last msg he reply when i said i sure go werk and wants him to werk also . - he says - ok ... i sure come . hahas .Awwwww !
I loike (:

blaablaaablaaa~

Chatting with andy now . He Suchs a CB . hahaha . trying to sicko me to go for that someone . Oh well , i don't believe any of your words oke ?
Haha ,

Nothing much .

SweetFir . And teck chye . =)

Beloved Brother .

2008-09-02T21:16:00.000-07:00

o3.o8.o8 . Today , early in the morning . Went to visits my brother at queenstown with mum and sis-in-law . Oh god . When he came out from the room . Tears was like lining up at my eye ; ready to fall anytime . Then my mum chat with him . Tears then falls . How i wish , that i spend time with him more before this . He then argue with my mum for not bailing him out . Ey bro ! $50 000 ! Where mum going to find that amount of money ?! if i werk macdonald for the whole year also , my salary wouldn't be that much !
I , as your sister . also wish to bail you out . Its within my means u idiot ! NEXT TIME USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK BEFORE DOING SOMETHING ! NOT USE YOUR BUTTOCK TO THINK ! can't you imagine how sad your family with be seeing you like this ? Bodoh !
-all the cryings-

Saying goodbye was the hard part . Tears =(

Trying to chill for a moment . We then took taxi back home . When reached clementi , mum went shop and save to buy chicken and stuff for break fast .

I and my sis--in law went MAC DONALD ! Hahahahahahahahaha ! she never fast but i 'did' fast .
but i break my fast . Ate breakfast with kak idah . Lols;D
My bad . =P

Its not that im hungry or something . I just doesn't feel like fasting . And somemore , i werk later at 3p.m till 10.30p.m . Even if i fast , i dont know if i cud stand it . Hehehehehee . Ouhh gosh , 7.5 hrs of werking . Going be tiring man ! And the CB manager on shift today !!! Grrr ! The mouth goner goes pork pork pork !!!

=P

k , i want take a short nap . (=
Bye-bye .

Extension (: india hair .

2008-09-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

o2.o8.o8 . Day out with Leilani to bugis . Before we board bus 7 at clementi interchange , went to meet idiot Teck Heng , leilani's bf at nearby the interchange . Seeing them so loving , jealous beb ! hahahahahhaha . If teck chye were there ... =P lols;D
blaaaaablaaablaaa~ in the bus , have a long chat with leilani about her past ... She's niceeee . haha .
Reached there at about 3.3o p.m . We were like searching for the atm machine . Hahahaha . Then she accompany me do my hair extension . Ohhhh my monkey , so ugly sey the hair . They use india hair or what siaa . HAHAHA . its long but some how like damage hair siiiaaa !!! idiot lehh !!! Fcuk*beepsound* with it . We went shopping . I bought shirts and a bag . So do shee . When we were shopping arnd at bugis , TEck Heng called . They were like fighting . Leilani was shouting at the top of her voice , imagine how paisey i was when all the people were like noticing us ? ^_^ I didnt really know whats the problem . somekind of Leilani suppose to be at Taka by that time to meet Teck Heng agaiin . Im not sure laaa~ i tried to chill Leilani down . And she was alright with me . And that idiot tech Heng , shouting at me on the phone just because hes angry with Leilani . Grrr . DOG !

But things calm after a whilee . I and Leilani board bus 7 , she get down at the busstop near to Taka . and alight infront of my house . My tummy are "BingBongBong" . can't wait to break fast . LOLS:D

BlaaaaBlaaBlaaa~
Nothing much after that .

Wait , when i was breaking fast : eating with my family , Teck Chye called , asking where am I , He thoughs that i with his brother and leilani . Hahahaha . K , nothing special acually .

And , yea . Can't wait for saturday , Double Date !!! Leilani and Teck Heng . And of course , I and Teck Chye . Weeeeee~

HAHAHA .
k , 11.40 p.m now . Bed timee . tommorow early in the morning , going "pasar bukit gombak" with mum . And , visits my beloved brother . I miss him likeeeee ALOT . Hope him doing fine inside . (:

Goodnight , beloved brother . And may Aziana daughter of Hamzah , sleeps well tonight . =D

*Stars , i have a wish . I want my mum to start praying soon .

Pissed off ?

2008-08-30T04:21:00.000-07:00

Firstly - i'll be writing craps ^_^

Early in the morning , off to werk at 8a.m . Supposely , i start work at 9.oo . so , i was early . Eat breakfast with Leilani , Teck Heng and Teck Chye . They suppose to start work at 8.30 a.m . And by 8.30 a.m , they still haven changed to their uniform . Huahuahua . Nothing special happens at work today . Its just that , 'stupid dumb' customers keep coming in and buying food . so , didnt able to rest . TIRED of standing up at the counter !! i don't know why , im fcuk*beepsound* up by innocence customers ; innocence ppl today . blaaablaaablaaa~
After werk , at 12p.m , went straight home to get changed quickly . As i need to reached Raffles place MRT by 1.30p.m ; taking bursary . Grr ! its just like getting on the stage , taking a worthless paper ? -whatever- But , i do kind of embarassed when it gets to on the stage with all the clappings . "awwww"

But today , i don't know whyy im so short-tempered and in real bad-mood . And worst , i cried ! " in the MRT ; in the public . JUST BECAUSE OF getting TOO ANGRY - with what ? im not even sure . Maybe b'coz of mel getting back to his words'break his promise of buying me crumpler !! Idiot , reminds me of that - ANGER ' ANGER !! And my "seebee" dad , did something last night which isnt really a wrong doing . but causes me to be mad at him . Argghh ! I don't know what got into me . When we were wanting to go back , mel and kak dayah asked me to tag along with them to suntec . i said 'no' angrily and walked off with tears . I left them , my dad and went home all alone . Crying in the MRT . ppl looking at me ' danm embarassed . Damn .

Just don't piss me off today alright !

Ohhhh please , Aziana " stop getting angry , stop crying ! Be an angel - Smiles when you angry , Laugh when you feel like crying . "

P.S - When im not in a mood , i write craps . So yea (:

Im off " ( 30.08.08)

Best teacher award goes to Aziana Daughter of Hamzah (:

2008-08-28T23:40:00.000-07:00

Teachers' Day celebration today 29.o8.o8 . it was great . Fun ! Ouh well . i took part of course fun *tongue out* Played alots of games and shout alot today . Hahaa . I came early to sch . Cause of mum's shouting early in the morning . I took the first bus to school oke ! On the way to school . kakqin called , asking me to go school with her as she was early too . Haha . Early day to school today . And , Anis some more , have to be in school by 6.30a.m. Hahahha ! Serve you right , Anis !
k . blablabla . When reaches school . saw anis carrying the stupid table from one place to another place. She looks so funny with her legs far apart ! Huahuahua ! i should have take picture of it ! Lols;D Then . Proceed to morning assembly . Then to the games . The first game was fill up the pail . Anis in charge of it ; prefect . I didnt sign up for it . Since one of my classmate didnt came , i have to take hes/her place . idiot ! Hahaaa . Can say it was fun . Get wet ! When playing , safarul's class was there , watching us playing the game . Kind of 'paisey' as , i was like running with the idiot cup .And the water was splashing at me . GETTING ALL WET .
Clever ly , don't want to get wet alone , i splash a cup of water on hidayah . Huahuahua ! And , idiotly , she go and splash water at me back . And , dumb ass , my skirt wet like shit . Hahahahahahaha . But , its was FUN yea ! but there was sad part . When mdm waty was running with the cup of water . she fall uglyly . The first thing , i laugh . Sorry . But then , i felt like crying . She so like pityful ! Ouh mine . Mdm Waty , you should have been more careful . Thinking bout it , it was really so awful scene .

The next few games was kind of fun too .When comes to the last game , target shooting . , Basketball/netball . Woooo~ i score one beb ! Ouh well , i know im great in basketball . Hahaha . Hidayah score none ! opi-quack ! Lols;D

k . It was 9.30 plus then , my dad came . Ready to see his expression seeing my results .

Piew ! Teacher says i only need to improve in my english ! And my dad , didnt say anitink bout my results . Yay !
Stupidly , during the talk between my dad and mdm waty , that fat mdm aisyah , MT teacher come and interupt us . TaLKING BOUT MY HAIR LAA, SKIRT LAA . Excuse me . My hair is niceeee enough , my skirt is 'long' enough . i don't need your judgement here " And school teaches us this phrase - don't judge a book by its cover . ; don't judge people by its apprearance . So why care bout my apprearance now ? idiot ! Beylo !

Weee~~
so dad , give me 50bucks , and i'll dye my hair black , buy anew skirt and assignment books for english ! Hahahhaha !

k . proceed to the hall . prize presentation . AssHole siaa , my class didnt win . i was like shouting like idiot - 2E3 ! 2E3 2E3 ! and didnt won , not even a prize . =I kak ann class won summore . they cheat , y'know ! hahahhaa . aiya , just a game . i let you off this time , 3a2 ! Heeeheheeheee ! Then , goes for the teacher award , Mr Lim MY , won second most caring teacher . Wooooo !!
He make me get A1 for my science men ! He rocks ! (: And of course , the first caring teacher is ....... AZIANA , DAUGHTER OF HAMZAH !!!!!!! hahahhahaha . fake . it was Mrs Yap , who always catch ppl hair . hahhaa .

After school , went eat at macdonald with kakqin and anis . Hungry y'know ! haha . Anis , today , keep criticising me bout my cuteeee nose , TV shape . Not angry , instead she make me laugh like mad . Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahha ! Anis , u ass ! Hahaha . I love you even more when you criticise me . *Tongue out* Want know bout anis , shes a fcuking*beepsound* tall beautiful lady . And , she favourite when comes to talk bout my TV shape 'f ' HAHA . She gets more beautiful day by day . And , getting on my nerve , minute by minute ! Lols;D

After all those playing , went home , and here i am . writing todays sweet things . (:

3.17p.m now . in 1hrs and 43mins - off to work . *lazy* got thing , teck chye will be there , making me laugh the whole work time for sure . Haha .

k , i want have a short nap . Good bye (: May i werk sweetly today .

The exam paper fail , not me. (:

2008-08-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

Today parents-teachers-conference . All parents came , not mine . Haha . My dad be coming tomorrow . saw my results , dingdong ^ fail two subjects . > stupid english and geography subjects . It wasn't my fault i fail geography . i did gave my absent letter on the test day . The stupid teacher just didn't receive it . So , PASS me , u dumb'ass . k , my mouth full of 'good' words . And for english , i know i'll never pass . Cause english ^SUCKS^ *beepsound* I know my english bad , the teacher somehow isn't a good one too . maybe ? Hahahaha . Shit-care . Daddy , im sorry i didnt pass all the subjects . i really studied this time .

And i at least i got A2 for my science and B3 for my maths . HAHA . And , im sorry too , mum . i promise i'll pass with flying colours . instead , i pass with crawing colurs . Heee~~ I promise , i'll do better next time - Not an empty promise okey . i want take A maths , physics and biology next year . I'll study real hard . i don't want get into class with subjects that i won't do good in . And yea , tmr . i'll be getting my option form for the subjects i want to take next year . like i say , i want take A maths,physics and biology . Can i do it , dad and mum ? Give me your support oke (: And , for the next 2 years , JC . im coming . Lols;D be frank , i want to get into JC . During the talk in sch hall bout the JC thingy . Somehow , i got the thinking i can get into JC . HAHAHA . maybe im just day-dreaming . But , i'll aim high towards it okee !

k . Whats next ?
Oh yea . I didnt attend sch today . i got a slight fever yesterdae nite . but , somehow , i didnt attend sch its because i woke up late . HAHAHAHA ! k . my bad . tomorrow , teachers'day celebration . There be games . i sign up for the shooting - basketball game . Wooooooo~ i fall in love with basketball . (: It feels great when the ball gets into the hook . Lols;D

And yes . I aim to be the Great Basketballer . *day-dreaming agaiin*
Hahahahahaaa . Thats me . I love to imagine alots of beautiful stuffs .

k . its 11.02p.m now . Shouldn't i be in bed already ?
Maybe i should now . GreatNight ! May i have the sweetest dream . Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~