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Nana. I have been a human being for the past 14 years till now .
Don't waste your precious time to understand me .
I have split personality .
Like the others, I am ordinary,normal and discontent with my life .
I do pretend to exercise at the park .Like you do .

I want my Mac Spicy .
Weary

Good Evening , (?)

I just came back from Jurong with mum . I have to rush home at 2:30 pm , just to accompany mum to go somewhere . And , I missed my physic a.c.t . I did told the physic teacher that i really have to accompany mum , but still he look so disappointed . "I am not lying this time" :D whatever .

I had my first lesson on Principles Of Account today . Yesterday POA's a.c.t was only on a short introduction and it have already sent me fear in the subject . And today lesson was on a deep introduction of POA . I almost fall asleep during POA class , but i forced open my eye . I have to give my full attention in this subject , since i have missed out one month lesson . Oh yes , I'm gonna have a hard time in my POA . May god bless me .

Yesterday was a cheery&fatigued day . I did a part-time job with Nanaa Jaynes . My leg muscle is still aching . We went four blocks , every level , every door . We start work at arnd 7pm and end work at arnd 10pm . And we earned 20 bucks each . Worth ? Maybe . But , its way tiring . Tho is was only for 3 hours , but imagine , walking to every door . Oh , its a door-to-door sale . We managed to sold all the items . (there's only 10 items anyway) But , selling one item requires an arduous effort okay ! The feeling of able to sold at least one item is so unexplainable .In spite of the unfavorable condition ,It is still rejoicing to work with Nanaa Jaynes . Hahah , we're jovial salesperson . LOL . So enthu in selling our items .

Yesterday explains the reasons I'm so worn-out today . and I'm not in a vivacious mood today .
I'm gonna finish up my homework soon , and have a early sleep tonight .

Before i end this post , i would like to let my bestfriend , Siti Sharifah Bte. Rahim , to know this .
I'm sincerely sorry about what had happened . I am not there for you , and i can't be there . I blamed myself for actually not telling you earlier and for telling you . We were bestfriend , and yet , i kept that matter from you .I swear ,it hurts me so much to hear your cries on the phone that night . I am not a good friend of yours . I have no courage to message you , to call you and whats more to meet you now . I really want , and i really do want to be there at this moment . When i needed someone so badly , yes its always YOU the one who will be there . yet this time , i'm so further away from you when you need someone . I guess , you do not need this useless friend of you anymore .
Again , I am very sorry .

bye.

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