Nana. I have been a human being for the past 14 years till now . Don't waste your precious time to understand me . I have split personality . Like the others, I am ordinary,normal and discontent with my life . I do pretend to exercise at the park .Like you do . I want my Mac Spicy . |
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Its Saturday . A mundane Saturday . Woke up early , 12:o2 p.m ; WOW . I did not follow Syiqin and Shalina as i said yesterday . I hope they're enjoying themselves at Causeway Point right now (:And myself , I've been using the laptop since just now . And i'm getting real bored . Chatted with Faris just now . That funny asshole ;D Mohammad Faris Bin Rashid still owe me a movie treat . Hahah ;DD And , I still have not catch The Wedding Game till now . This is extremly a sad thing . =( A kind-hearted soul , please bring me to movie . *Pathetic betol* Currently , I'm chatting with Sakinah Khalid (: We planned to watch Bride Wars on Tuesday , after school ends of course . But , with School Uniform . THINKING TWICE .  Its a comedy movie . And tts rated 3/5 stars . Can i don't miss this one ? More Movies for Aziana please (: Tomorrow is Sunday ! Yay ! Meeting Dad at Vivo , 11:30 a.m . Woah , meeting at a.m . but nehmind , for Dad , i shall be an early bird tomorrow . I guess , I Do Love You , Mr Hamzah . Anyway , Hamzah Bin Osman 's future son-in-law ,  Kevin RudolfAlahai ! Hot Hot Hot , Very Hot kan ! I think I'm hungry now . Goodbye . Labels: baby steps "Tak kencing ! Tak kencing!"
At last , Friday here . ((::Hang-out with Syiqin and Shalina after school . They are the hilarious people . I keep recalling the joke , "Tak kencing ! Tak Kencing !" , gave by Shalina . Laughing Out Loud =O Shalina always full of silly acts ; Combing a sec.1 boy's hair in the KFC , Biting people's arms and fats and e.t.c . HAHA . She Rocks ! \m/ A great news , "so-called" . I'm coping well with my studies . Hehyeh ! I've been listening in class , giving full attention to the lessons and doing revision at home . wow yeh wow;D I'm so trying to buck up on my English Language . The worst subject (: And what's more physic . The teacher is putting too high expectation on my class ; he doesn't know how stupid and slow we can be . Endure it , man . Hahah . I'm a irresponsible class chairman , and i don't set a good example to my other classmates . *insertaverysadface* Class counsellor talked to me when i told her that I'm not up to it to be a class chairman . She gave me encouragement and confidence that i can be a good one if i try . So , i decided to give it another try . Even the other class committees courage me . I'm so touched * snide * HAHAH . Tomorrow is Saturday , Syiqin , Shalina and myself already planned to go Causeway for a movie . But , I'm broke and I'm only getting cash on the 1st and not 31st . Sad Sad Sad Very Sad . So maybe , I'm not joining them tomorrow . So sorry guys . I'll make it up to you two on other days . (: I'm so looking forward for Sunday . Dad is giving me a treat at "The Chicken Rice Shop" , Vivo . I've been wanting to try the " Curry Mee somethingsomething" served there . And its going to be just the two of us (: Father and Daughter , with No Outsiders . I think I Love My Dad , Hamzah Bin Osman ;DD I'm starting to love the people i dislike . Don't bother to know who . I won't get disheartened by those insuperable past anymore . They say , " those memories ; let it be horrendous or wonderful , they will always be a part of your life which is your past " . I feel bad , you shall than remain there . I owe my own Destiny . I'm lethargic , need some rest . Goodbye Sweethearts . Labels: Quiet Mode . Mundane Tuesday
I'm so bored . Get this , Mum still not home yet . Sister-in-law and kids already went back home . Brother is out . And Aziana is alone at home . Pity her , man ! I've done some of my homeworks , thankfully . Some still have not done ; I don't understand the question . Like i say , I've been slacking . I don't even know whats teachers have been teaching . Darmit people . I'm gonna catch up soon with my studying , for sure .I can't wait for 31st January , CASH-IN ! Hopefully yeah . I need new tops and bottoms . Been long , I've not done any shopping . I'm plain lazy to work , of course . Daddy "may" will soon stop giving me extra cash . My phone bills have drive him crazy . Sorry is all i could say ;P I can't rely on Mum , obviously . I need a rich boyfriend ? Lols . Nahh , i don't need them . I'm independent . HAHA ? But , I'm going to start saving up my pocket money . REALLY . Currently , I'm listening to David Archuleta's songs . One of the song is " A Little Too Not Over You " . Its meant , its meant . Listen , A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta I'm going down to the coffee shop for my Tea Ice . and will be continuing my homeworks and of course some revision . Bless me . HAHA . Goodnight C: You're mad . Labels: Fine Tea Ice ♥
Its Monday . Happy Lunar Year to all Chinese anyway . I'm suppose to have a study outing with Eput today . I'm sorry to cancel it , I'm really restless . I slept at arnd 5 plus in the morning .It seems to be ages I've touch my school bag . Homeworks and revisions are obviously not done . I'm gonna start my revision and doing my homeworks later on , at most tomorrow . (: I'm not going to care much about those "shits" anymore . Its none my problem now . Go on our on ways . (: Eput ♥ , I'm so sorry for neglecting you lately . I've been so in bad mood in this days . My apology , bestfriend . I had a talk with my neighbour yesterday night till 4 a.m . Haha . We sure get along well . Sharing our life story while drinking TEA ICE ( Favourite babe) Hahaha . She's 6 years older than me . Learn lots from her *winkwink* I'm glad to know her anyway (: hahah . I think I'm craving for my Tea Ice now . Supsupsup ! Mum will be coming back from Malaysia tomorrow , i can't wait for my GORENG PISANG babe ! Hahaha . And , mum , i want some cash ;D My wallet so the dehydrated man . I need money , i want watch movie , Give me money ! This is so pathetic , Aziana ! I want do some house chores now , Goodbye . Labels: tea ice . tea ice . tea ice . tea ice Justify your way
 I woke up at 3plus today . And I was woken up by irritating Nokia tune . Eput gave me 7 miss calls . Slap-Slap Her ! Hahah . Mum was bugging me to buy her food . Of course , I ignore her till I myself was hungry . So i bought food for both of us . (: I'm frustrated by a call . I would rather i don't receive any calls today . I'm plain lazy to entertain anyone . But yes , I still have to entertain Eput . I've been out of contact with her somehow . I'm dead weak to go Ang Mo Kio later on . Wishing i could just stay on my bed . Stay in my precious dream-land . Kids coming to my house . I'm sure i can't have peaceful four days of holidays . Home gonna full of kid's noise . Can i stay in a hotel for 4 days ? Lols . Go on day-dreaming , Nana -,= Mum's plan going Malaysia today is cancelled . Its a good thing actually . My body just don't want get out of the house . Yes , I'm getting weak . I'm getting more and more lazy . I want drugs . HAHA ! I've been showing temper to mum . She have been too good to me and i hate it . I hate hate hate hate it when someone is being good too good to myself . Get that straight to your head . (: I love my flu . Bye . I miss "Kevin Rudolf" . He's cool , He's way too much like Mushroom . And I love talking to him . What's playing in your mind is what in your heart . Labels: Live a lie Help . Help .
 I miss her Days goes by , humans start to change . So am I . Some have good change , some have terrible change . And some even wanting to change for the better . I myself don't get what I'm trying to say actually . My mood goes up and down . I've even ignoring my bestfriend . i know i have . I just don't want to show my suckish attitude to you . So its better , you get away from me a time being . I don't know whats happening . I just want have a peaceful sleep and wake up with a fresh mind . I want to think about those all over again . Cause , i think i have made the wrong decision . And , i want amend my mistake . I'm sorry . To anybody , to anyone and maybe to everybody , everyone . Maybe what I'm talking doesn't make sense to anybody . Yes , I'm a no sense human being . Goodbye . I'm sorry that I've lied . I see your dirty face High behind your collar What is done in vain Truth is hard to swallow So you pray to God To justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie And you take your time And you do your crime Well you made your bed I'm in mine Because when I arrive I, I bring the fire Make you come alive Labels: disappointed with myself . low/down
Damn , school is making me weak . Homework are not done . Too much from teachers . Its only the third week of school , and I'm already feel like giving up . What's this , Aziana . Damnit again , there's 3 class tests in a week; this week i mean . And And , i have not even started studying for those tests . Maybe I've been slacking . Or maybe , there's just too much things to be done . Shits with it .Im glad to meet up Eput today ( hmmm) . HAHA . Somehow , miss her . Both of us have not been doing good . But we still make each other laugh ; as usual " Eput's laugh can make Nenet laugh" ; astmalaugh . Hahahaha . ;DDDD Lunar New Year is nearing . 4 days school off day . Yay ah ! I want watch The Wedding Game . Somebody , please treat me movie . ( so pathetic ) HAHA . i want mushroom . =.= I think i must start my studying now . Tomorrow is Food & Nutrition class test . A sure fail , but i want pass . So , wish me luck . Lols ;D Seri Andana , you better meet me soon . (: Labels: i want watch The Wedding Game . It was 16th Again .
I was too tired yesterday that i didn't post . It seems that I had a lot to say about yesterday but I'm speechless now . It was 16th January 2009 , yesterday . Its the 3rd month from 16th October 2008 . And a new story starts on the same date . Can say , I might regret this . But I'm still going for it .You wouldn't understand what Aziana is talking . HAHAHA . Its Saturday , Going Malaysia with mum later . Celebrating Uncle's birthday . Damn , I am so not interested in this . We even may have to sleep over . Oh my gosh , No way , No way , No way . I want be in Singapore . " I LOVE MY COUNTRY" . Laughing out loud " Hell with it . School has been as usual . Coping quite well, 'i guess' . But not with physics . =I I have been getting to 2008's self . Please don't . I want , STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY . i want get to Junior College . ' let her day-dreaming' Hahahs ! I'm hungry , Takecare humans . I miss Sakinah Khalid so much . Labels: This is not understandable . Restless
 Its been days , I've not blog . So here it is . Its have been tiring week for me . School have started , studyin have been going on . I'm more to study outings or either sleeping at home nowadays . "really" School sucks big time for as usual . But it seems that in school , there's only studies for me . I have not been mixing arnd close with my school friends . except for sakinot and some / Maybe , we're not as last time . Blaaa with it . Anyway , during P.E yesterday ; Friday . We had our height and weight "checked" . My height is 151 , IM TALL . haha . My weight is 40.6 kg . Like WOW . I seriously have to lose weight ! Im Fat , Im Fat , Im Fat ! DARMIT . ;D So Today , woke up quite early to accompany brother and Naiim go wisma , peninsular and sim lim square . "so many places" wisma , searh for pyjamas for brother's girlfriend . Peninsular , brother wants to get a cap for himself , and Naiim bought himself a cap and two pants too. Sim Lim Square , bought a phone for mum "such a good children of mum" i and brother share $ for it okay . but brother pays fully for it first , and i'll pay him my share a bit later ;D HAHA . Everyone gets a thing for themselves . And i went home with nothing =I "sad thing" Lols;D After buying those stuffs , brother went hospital to visit his girlfriend . I and Naiim went back Chua Chu Kang . Met Eput . We accompany Naiim for his haircut . Naiim looks more "handsome" now . Hahahs ! Naiim left for his ball game . Left me and Eput . We then proceed with our study plans . To Lot One library ; our usual study place . Blaaaablaaaa . My stomach was making "hungry" noise . So we stopped our studying and went to have "dinner" at 8plus . I reached home at arnd 9plusplus . Mum was excited about her new phone . =)) Im tired . Turning in early today . Goodnight sweethearts . Labels: i love everyday now . Walking Day
 I and Eput had a lot of walking today . We were planning to go Marian Barrage today . Guess What , We end up at Singapore Flyer which is across the sea to Marina Barrage . Don't expect us to swim across the sea to get to Marina Barrage . Err . HAHAHA . But we're still happy with our destination . There isn't much people at there . So , photo here , photo there . Weeee ! We had an awesome fun ! I seriously in love with that place ; the breeze , the scenery(except for the constuction site) . Peaceful i mean . =) Marina Barrage will be on nextnextnextnextnextnext outing maybe (hopefully) . Lols;D After those enjoyment , we board bus to Far East . We acually planned to go somewher , but . Nehmind , HAHA ! Eput bought something for herself at Far East , which she have been wantin for it . "AT LAST DAPAT" ! Hahahaha . It was already 8plus then , we took mrt home . (: Overall , i had fun with bestfriend today . Next coming saturdays , will only be study outings . *winkwink* Hahaha . Im tired , shall upload some of the pictures . *lazyface* There's tortise. Search for it .  Not even a million$ can make me ride in this .  I Love The Breeze .       Takecare . Labels: extreme happy . Random / school turns bad
 We're getting marry soon .Bless us . (: (Nana=Acha) *OMG*  Meet my Future-Husband , Irwansyah . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA First day of school sucks , stupid and boring . My class is full of Chinese . Only 2 Malay girls and 2 Malay boys . I'm so "noda"in school . I hate the new discipline master . I hate the damn rules . I just hate everything in school today . Yes,I'm glad to meet up with my friends . But somehow , things turn me moody . I dyed my hair black yesterday night . I DID DYED IT BACK . Just some part of it are still coloured . Which is very little ! And those assholes caught me and called my dad . I didn't care much about it . After school , Mum made me wait for her for almost half an hour at the bp bus interchange . WOAH , Eput and Inot cheered me up . Chattin with Inot really made me laugh my lungs out ! And Eput never fail to make me feel better whenever i feel down . (: Friends like those , i'll cherish . (: During recess , i had a chat with Amelea (RANDOM) . We get along well :D . Hahahs ! "its your loss to lose a beautiful girl like her" "Its my loss to lose a nice guy like you" Now , chattin with Andy . He's extra good today . I mean , he's different today . Didn't piss me off like he always does . Hahahaha ! "andysan- says: staring at the carnage praying that the sun would never rise andysan- says: living another day in disguise" Andy's weird today . *curiousface* Im very tired , i need a sleep . Bye. Labels: i miss holidays now . *SoPathetic* Excited
     Im so excited to meet my school mates tomorrow . I bought my school bag with dad and Eput at Causeway just now . Im suppose to buy my school bag at Queensway , But the bag that i wanted have already sold out . *DARMIT* The bag i bought at causeway , its out of no choice . Still , i like the bag . -.= Alter my skirt with Eput . While waitin for our skirt , Eput accompany me to buy the shoe that i have been wantin . Which somehow everywher , everybody is wearin . Hahahs ! Our collection time have yet reach so we camwhore at a nearby park . Its a beautiful park . But full of "white" guys . (Pardon me for being sacarstic) But i just hate the way they look at girls . Those pervetic eyes . Errr ! Anyway , Thanks for accompanying me Eput (: Heeeee ! Its already 6plus , Mum rushed me home cause we visiting Kak dayah . Kak dayah look much better now but she lose weight (too much). I can't wait for her to fully recover . Kak Dayah , Be home soon . We'll go shopping together alright . And Mum wants to treat you a feast , SO RECOVER SOON . Hahaha ! Im so ready for school . (: Tho i know i have to wake up real early in the morning , still im happy that im able to attend school back . This is so random ;D I have to turn in soon or else , im gonna have a hard time waking up early next morning . Goodnight Sweethearts *widewideSmile* Labels: cheerful |