a small little wish

Nana. I have been a human being for the past 14 years till now .
Don't waste your precious time to understand me .
I have split personality .
Like the others, I am ordinary,normal and discontent with my life .
I do pretend to exercise at the park .Like you do .

I want my Mac Spicy .

about this blog

This blogger is a human with a heart but has no feeling.
She may have some senses.
Living a life of her own imaginary world.
Even if the whole world doesn't believe her , she knows her Dad will still believe her .
Her one small wish to touch snowflake someday .

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Mac Spicy to brighten the day . Tea Peng to chill the day . Banana to enjoy the day .

Its a New Start .

Happy New Year people . 2008 have been a great year tho i have gone thru alot of setbacks . Those will stay as memories . Many things have happened this year ; Good and bad .
For 2009 . its nearing . Another 2 hours and a few minutes . A New Start . (: Im going to quit what i have start . . Im going study real hard with my precious friends for o-level in 2010 -,= *This is not bullshits* Sure , lots of obsticles coming . Still , im going thru 2009 . ;D

Im not at countdown . Im at home . Mum just won't let me go . Its a sad thing . =I Nehmind , Eput gonna accompany me on the phone watching the fireworks"ON TV" -> Shit it .
Andana came over just now . We had a chat . A wonderful chat . A news came to my ear . This , shall be the last im hearing bout you . it gonna stay in 2008 . "Damnit"

Fajar , im coming back on Friday . Its stupid to start school on Friday . Brainless people . We sud acually start on Monday , Isn't it better . I have to rush to buy my school bag tomorrow with dad and sent my LONG school skirt for alter . Its waaaaay long . Heeeeeee ! Eput will be tagging alng . Yay ah Yay ! Lols(:

I think im done here . All the best to 2009 !
Again , Happy New Year to all the livings in this earth ; Have A Happy New Start Of 2009 .

Off to watch the countdown ON TV .
Bye .

Labels: Phua chu kang is a hilarious entertainer .

Im happy today -,= Hahah .
Meet up with syiqin , faris , hazwan and amirul at senja . Catch up the old times . But today's gathering isn't as merry happy as last time . Nahh , im still glad that i met up with them . (:
This Friday , school gates opening ! Can't wait to go school early in the morning again (?) . I miss my school mates .

Anyway , im so sorry Wai Hoe for not able to meet you in the morning . I seriously can't open my eye . Damn sleepy man ! Heeee . Make it up to you other days alright . (:
31st December , COME SOON ! Eput , shoppingshoppingshopping ! Hahahahahaha .
Eput have been coughing and having throat pain . Recover soon my 5years treasure . (: We'll meet up tmr . Same timing , YES AHH ! Hahahs .

i miss Nur Hidayah so much . Please come home soon . =I

Till here ,
Goodnight .

Labels: im waiting .

Hey Yo .
Im excused . Can rest for two days . Yes ah ;D Just came back from clinic . Not sick , just having a little problem . Its a little problem , but it cost me twenty-four bucks man ! Nehmind , its dad money anyway . (?) hahahahaha . I swear its a great pleasure to be able to stay home today . =D Lols .
2009 is coming , Woah .! -,= Yes , i wish to watch the fireworks with Andana and Adi on New Year Eve . Just like last year , had so much fun . This one , bad . I have to give in . Damn it :(
Im not even sure if i want to go out on New year Eve . As you know , sure be crowded there . Maybe , just going out with Eput for shopping ? That seems a great idea ! (Money sud be spent and not to be kept) :D Under whatever circumstances , im getting that faded blue three-quarter pants . Hahahs .

And now ,able to rest at home .Feeling bored plak . =I Still ,I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT no matter how bored i am . Trust me , im hardly at home this days . ( don't talk about it)

Damn , im feeling so nausea . I better eat something .

Takecare /

Labels: Its still there

"Firstly , this lappy is seriously so the testing my patience . =I "
(Nana is being so patience today*winkwink)

Ending of holiday days have been a tiring period for me and ='put . We have been busy with "something" . And its really-really a hard time . I and ='put have planned so much things for our last few days of holidays , and we seriously hardly have time for it . Damn it . We have to re-plan our outings . And see if we can make some time for it . *insertaverypatheticface*

Been days , im stucked with doing same stuffs with ='put . Yes , we're very tired this days . But we do stay strong . Hopefully we can take this . Hahahs (:

Last few days , on Monday . Went to vivo with ='put for something . After those , Met Anis.C , Irah Imut , Ajitt , Syiqin.M , Sol , Ziki and Wan at town . Its nice to catch the old times with those school friends ; Anis , Irah , Ajitt & Syiqin . I Had a great day with them . (: Yes , there's of course a few disagreement in a group outing . But , can be ignore . =)

Pictures :

Those beautiful people . I Love . *widewideSmile*

Anyway , Merry 'belated Christmas to all
those who celebrate Christmas . (:

I want chat with my ='Put now . (:
Bye .

Eput came over my house . We studied maths . Thankfully , i manage to understand the maths thingy and did some sums . Wow right ? *winks* hahaha . Eput is coping well with her maths too . OH yes , im touched . Eput acually feed me . Sweet isn't she . (:
Heeeee .

Eh guys , something worse happened . kak dayah was admitted to NUH this afternoon . Gosh . i heard that she had to go for an operation or something . This bad . Mum and i going to visit her tommorow . Lets pray hard that thing goes well for her .

Currently chatting with Eput and Andy . Andy is getting on my nerves ! Kick his ass man ! Lols;D
Glad Eput theres . Hahahaha .

Nana loves Eput very much . Our Friendship is going well and we get closer each day . A sweet thing yeah . (:

Till here ,
Goodnight .

* Damn that memory card reader . *

*God , please let NurHidayah recover soon .*
(insertaverysadface)

Im very happy right now tho im sad . Its Tuesday. And the date today is 16 december 2008 . The day that i "somehow" looking forward for . Blablabla /

Met Seri Andana and Siti Sharifah at chua chu kang . Chit-chat nonsense :P And my period is driving me crazy . The stomach cramp was so "powerful".Luckily sweet Eefa brought menstruation pills for me . It do helps to ease the pain . Thank you bestfriend (: .
Its was already 7p.m by then . Eefa went home . Left me and that Seri Andana . We walk from chua chu kang all the way to teck whye . We have no idea why we went there acually . Reached Afiz blk . Sitting under the blk like homeless humans .
Gladly , Andy called . Asking for meet up . So we wait and wait and wait . it was a group of them came . Andy , Aniq , Daniel.H,Danriz and Helmy . we chat for awhile . Then i and kak ann left them there . Hahaha . We proceed to Teck Whye pondok . Sat there , talks and laughs . Seri Andana , "you gonna cry tonight" . *ketawekan aku rabakkan!* Lols:D

precious ,
i sud be crying today . Seri Andana and Twinny E. make a change to that . i laugh madly today . Good thing yea .
Kak ann , i love you gyler ! Hahaha . Like you say , SEE THIS FEW DAYS ."pelik tapi TRUE ." merepek ah seri andana ! HAHAHAHAHAHA .

Eefa's evil face .*winks*

Look at their cute faces . (:

Till here people .
Goodnight (:

Labels: i love Seri andana and Twinny E.

Officially over .

Hello earthlings ,

I and chun are officially over in a nice way . Don't ask why if you care . (: We can still be friends tho we can't be couple . :D

Same as Yesterday , i woke up late . Today , its 5.38p.m . Better than yesterday *winks*
Now My house is generally clean (: i done the house chores okay ! Haha .
Now entertaining Sakinah Khalid and Isyam via MSN . Sakinah so sweet y'know !

She wrote this , specially for me . Hahaha . Tho her handwritting is somehow "nice" Heeee !

Sakinah Khalid , Nana Loves You Too hunns . (:

Labels: Tuesday still have to come .

Im Happy .

Hello precious .

Believe it or not , i woke up at 6p.m . I sud have woke up earlier but i forced myself to continue sleeping . "there's reasons" Now chatting with Sakinah Khalid . She's one of the best listener i ever had . I told her certain things knowing the fact that i will cry . She send me this picture . Trust me , instead of crying , i laughed .

This picture is very cute (:
That lady , is someone i love alot . :D

Tho it make me laugh , but still those's facts tears me . Sakinah Khalid told me to free myself from a cage which full of questions . You know what people , its rare to see her talking sense . Hahaha . And , wonderfully . She making me feels better .
Sakinah Khalid , Siti Sharifah , Seri Andana , Nur asyiqin , Faris , Amirul and Wai Hoe . Those , thanks alot . (:
"Faris , next week taw" hahahaha .* winks *

Humans , lets go out . Im freaking bored at home . I want fill this holidays with fun activities . Still i must study at times . Next year sec. 3 , must really-really buck up (:
Eefa , lets start studying our biology ! Hahaha . And , ure english aren't better than mine . Lols:D

Sakinah , Monday ! Kecohkan lot one ! Hahahahaha .

Heys ,
I miss all my friends . Mostly its acually Khairil Shah .
Giiii , aku rindu kaw la pantat .

This the second time i re-edit this post . Haha . Currently chatting with cuteboy . Its beens days , i never felt this happy / way . Cuteboy make me laugh throughout the chat . Awww .
He's so busy watching Harry potter . Hahaha . Fine , im joining you for the second part okay .

Off to watch Harry Potter (second part) , with cuteboy(:

Bye-Bye .

Labels: Tuesday still have to come .

Because of you .

Eefa . My apology on yesterday . Im guity enough . Seeing you cry because of me . I saw it .
You care and yet im doing this . So sorry bestfriend . Im just not worth being ure friend .
Again , Thank you for everything my 4 years bestfriend .

Eh boy , remember this in ure whole life . Its you , i became like this . Its you , i hurt alot of my precious friends . Its you , my life ruin just like that . Its you , i can't face all of my friends now . Its you .

Whatever i did to you yesterday , i didn't mean it . I can't control my anger . I swear this is the first time , i became like this . I can't accept the fact . Though i know i can't deny it either . Yes , i blame it on you .
But , i know its acually my own fault . Sorry dearest .

p.s i still love you .

And i can't face anyone right now .

Labels: Revenge thoughts are just stupid .

C&E

No more .

Bf make me feel bad . And a friend make me feel worse .

Friend , Why is it so hard for you to believe me ? When i needed you the most , you turn ure back to me .
And now , you found ure Love . im so happy for you (: Last long alright .
You deserve this happiness .

Im feeling so lost and confused .

Labels: very sad .

Blame it .

We drifting apart .

Labels: say it will come back .